i wanna go club more!
more more more!!
best is to go every week!
so that i can drnk more also!!

Gals, we shld try out butterfactory soon kz.
cos i heard that it's cool and fun!!

and dun forget our date on 11 June to PLAY.
1st time together!
Cheers


Swimming tml =p


i love the one that treat me so precious!!
love u till the end man.
-wo de sheng ming zhong bu nen mei you ni-
nv ending love and route for us.
Cheers.

take care of urself alright.
dun fall sick =)
a hug to cure all ur headach k? =p

had a mini celebration at hm jus nw for my siblings.
lols to be exact.
jus a blowing candle session?
lols
dunno so poor them.
nvm.

hope the sciendce centre trip will make them happy and enjoyable.
and of cos intend bring them to eat Happy Meal!!
so that they will be happy!!!

jus wanna see them happy!
that wil make mi happy too i guess.

im jus a fool.
jus so silly.
it has been yrs.
but why am i still doing so?

i jus nid someone to whack me up to make me awake.

no more u.
out of my heart and mind.

i jus nid to enjoy myself and make my life worthwhile.

i miss 3 years plus back de u.
the u that love me so much.
the u that i used to have.



i miss everything.
i jus miss u.
17.07.05


do u rem and miss the past like hw i do?
or have u forgotten everything?


i jus love the song below.
im addicted to it.

想跟我吵架 我没那麽无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那麽聪明
好想要回到我们的原点
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那麽点後悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

im lazy to blog..
below are some pics from thai.. =))

Woohoo!
Going Bangkok on thursday with jie, lao gong and ah bun.
Im getting more and more excited alr.
Think tml will be even more excited lor.

Haha but hope is safe over there lar.
Cos now a lot of riots and all.
Lolls.
Please dun start the fight pls!!

WORLD PEACE!!

Haha it laogong and ah bun 1st time there wor.
Lolls. So bet they are more excited then me.
Hehe.

Shopping shopping shopping!!
Enjoy to the fullest!! =)

Hopefully I can spend enuffs =)

was feeling bored that why come online agn.
haha.

wanting to be pretty, hao kan, cool and slim down is always in my mind.
lols.
so many times in wanting to change myself.
to being nt so boy, attitude and seems to be rough.
haha.

but im always scared to take the 1st step.
esp to change hw i wear.
always been wanting to look more gal gal also.
but just dun dare to try.

i guess some of the reasons are:
1. i dun have the shape/size to wear gal gal clothes, cos gal clothes usually more tight fit?
2. v v little ppls seen mi in gal gal before?
3. i scared i will be a laughing stocks when ppls see mi in gal gal wear. (n i'll definetely b affected =/)
4. ppls cannot accept it? (haha)

so what i should start to do now are:
1. workout more to make myself slim down so that i can fit into those gal clothes?
2. try to change my attitude?
3. have longer hair? (but definetely nt tied up kind)
4. MIA ?!?!? (cos then, when i change no one will laugh at me ma...whahaa ok i noe it's silly)
5. cut down fast food cos that realli fatterning (though i say alot times liao, and ppls.i din say i wanna cut down coke wor)

haha
hope i can realli change one day then.
r u guys looking forwards to the day too?
but i guess, wad i wanna be must depends on myself.
and not be too affected by others yen guang (though im those super sensitive 1)

haha lol shall see.
all i can say is..
be urself =)


i'm always missing u.
and telling myself that i cant depend on u too long.
because 1 day we will part.
one day u will be attached.
one day u will start ur own family.
im always telling myself to let u go and look 4 ur happiness.
but whenever i think of it.
i wil start to emo.
i guess because i realli scared to lose u.
scared without u by my side.
though i noe we will be in each other hearts.
but without ur presense.
im still feeling so empty.
u r always the one i cried for.
the one that i easily teared for.
be it minor or major things.
be it myself or jus quarrel.
u r the one that i will feel so blessed n xingfu when u hugged me.
n make mi smiles with ur silly n foolish action.
though im always treating u bad.
but i love u so much so.
i told myself to treat u better.
i will.one day u wil see the change me.
i noe u noe this.
but still wanna say.
i love u.
u r impt to me.
u r dearly to me.
dun ever leave my side.
even in our many many next life.
i still wanna met u.

haha it has been real long since i last updated.
lols.
been realli lazy to even on my laptop.
lols.

fri bball at sk agn.
and this time round.
im kiao by guys.
got blueblack on my right arm and neck there.
hit my bone lols and i was feeling damn pain cos they are realli rough.
lol.
but i guess.
that bball ba =/

then yest went town with jie and xy.
bought my mama a wallet and bag.
lols hope she like it.
aha.
and i wore my cheer u up shirts =))
nice nice lor.
so many ppls wearing the same shirts lor.
haha.

after then is steamboat at tian tian.
haha i have been there twice within a mth le lor.
haha.
but i enjoyed the session. =))

then proceed to suntec to get my necklace.
haha happy =))

after tat proceed hm le.
lols.
whenever we are enjoying, the time flies.

whenever we are at work.
the time so slow. =((

haha but nvm.
4 more days.
and im flying off =))
hope it safe there and i wanna enjoy my 5 days out to the fullest!!

feeling so excited =)
and hope with the amt i bring.
i can spend enuff wor.
hehe.