Woohoo.
My blog getting more and more rusty liao.
Almost update once a wk only.
Haha.

Oh wad shall I say abt yest bball.
Tot was a boring day.
Cos no ppls playing ball.

SKCC is empty u know.
Kaoz.
Then those guys decided to go 299.
So we followed them there.
Damn far lor.
Almost walk for half hr?
Haha.

Our 1st match started at erm…8pm?
Lols.
Then those guys at 299 playing full court.
So I sian diao cos I too long nv play full court.

Then we played full court with them.
Haha quite fun.
And ended with 4 on 4.
Though it a short 2 hrs game.
But im happy =))

Happy that things turned out better in the end.
At least I get to sweat.lols.

More bball sessions pls. =))


Damn tiring wk.
I nid more rest.

I dun dare to think of the future.




Of how we will become.

went to skcc for bball for bball.
it was the most looking forward day of the week.
but turned out.
it was a bad day.

played only 5 matches that day??
was damn unhappy and bu shuang.
so decided to leave tat court at 9pm.

sighs.
nvm dun tok abt it.


sat woke up early as we want to proceed hm to celebrate mum bdae.
even asked candy along.
but then.
turned out bad also?
cos mum dun wan celebrate and it make mi so heartbroken.

so decided to leave hm early cos i dun wanna be more sad.
proceed for lunch at sunplaza.
then off to sentosa.

it was fun,
i love it.

reach hm at 3+ am then off to slp.



i dunno why but i felt more and more lonely and empty?
perhards cos always no one at hm?
i dunno..


still waiting for things to turned well.


i hope im nt thinking too much.
which i always do.
im now so nt looking forwards to my thai trip alr.
wil i enjoy if i go???

went hm after work on sat.

after 2 wk of not playing bball.
last fri finally went to play agn.
and this time rnd.
with new ppls down there.
asked min and her friends down.
and we played..
i was happy..
that they came down.

sorry to hurt u wor.
dun mean it.

hope u will feel better.

Sighs.
Suddenly I find my life so so bored lor..
Work den go hm…
Work den go hm…
It has been a routine.
Life seems so dull and meaningless to me.

I wanna add COLOURS to my life.
I wanna enjoy more.
I wanna do things that I like.
I wanna be happy.

Told one of my colleague that I REALLY feel like going for hip hop classes.
But I can’t afford it for the time being and also afraid that I cant commit the time.

And not to left out…..

I DUN HAVE SELF CONFIDENCE LAR !!

I will think so sooo much..


I wanna go clubbing, singing, bball, slacking like nobody business.
But I can’t. =((


Got hp but no one wil msg u.
Lols.
Life to me now is reallli………………..
NO COMMENT !!

Wanna jio ppls out but also got to worry abt things in the house.
So chose to go hm.
Then at hm, I wil find myself so sian, then always will complain complain complain.
Lols.

Tat my life.


Suppose to go swimming today but end up nv.
Cos all cant make it.

U see,
Im going hm again.
Lols.

Ok nvm.
Know u all going to tell me..
“learn to relax urself at hm”

Oh ya, anyway.
Says all that doesn’t mean that I dun love my home kz.
I love my home and of cos my family members.


to be continued.....


didn't went swimming so do some skipping at hm..
and whenever i looked into the mirror.
i find myself so er xin.
i dunno why i wil become til like tat.
from the one that alot ppls used to admire to now the one that ppls always commended on.

my mum friend didn't say wrongly.
he said "actually im quite pretty wad, why eat til so fat?"
though that sentence realli pissed mi off.
but come to think of it.
he is jus stating the fact wad.

cfm that there are alot that agreed with wad he say.
jus that they nv say out and this uncle is kind of straight nia.

im realli very disappointed in myself.

SHAOHUA, wad are you doing??
why did u make urself turned to be like that????
ARGH!!!
NO MORE excusesfor you not to exercise.
be it tired or wad.
u must at least do some exercises for a day.
ur only rest day is Saturday and Sunday!!
other than that no more rest!!!!!!
other then i got something on or fall sick.


BETTER START TO BUCK UP!!

oh ya wanna say.
after 2 wks plus of break..

i shall resume my training stating tml =))
Jiayou.
ways to go!!

slack til 2pm at jie hse on sat.
lols.
went to town.
bought my earring, sports bra and etc....
jie bought herself a shoe.
yehs..

i walked til my leg damn suan lor.
yehs.but i did enjoy myself though.
went to "just Acia" for dinner agn.
damn shiok and full.
and i got my aixin ice cream from jie.



thanks alot for walking so many time. =)
i love the hug whenever we are parting.
noe being my jie is tough, but thanks for everything.

oh ya, thanks for the blue black. =)




fri was bbq at pasir ris.
with liyana,diana,eileen and jie.
our food seems pathetic lar.
so little.
but at least it fills our stomach.

played some games.
punishment were food and crakcers.
lols.
yehs.
had fun laughing.

drank a can of beer.
suddenly have the craving to drink.
then proceed hm after tat.
we went hm earlier then wad i expected.


wanna take more pics de.
but some ppls dun wan take with me =(

alr so fan cos of so many things le.
then i came hm.
saw the letter from CPF.
saying that i DEC - Feb bank not enuff money
so they nv deduct.
but...
i dun think they nv deduct lor!!!
and they are going to deduct str $200.
sighs.


act tml going gym.
then suddenly.
i wanna come home.
to pei my mama.
wanna pei her more.
so end up i cancel my gym session.

but but.
i dunno if i come hm.
she wil go out ant.
nvm ba...
see how.


jus now when im on my way hm.
my whole mind is u.
i dunno..
it's all abt u.
i guess in my this life, next life and many many life..
i cant live without u.
trust me.
ilu too much.
dun ever leave my side.

Dunno wan to say I’m suay or wad.
Walked pass Nancy desk and got cut by a file.
And it’s bleeding.
Lols.

Nothing to comment on my “suayness” recently.

Intention to go baibai this Sunday.
Wanna take away all the bad lucks and unhappiness.

And good things start coming in.
For me and my family to be happy.

But it also means…
I got to wake up super early!!!!
Like erm…
715am? Or latest 730??

But nvm nvm.
Wei le my family. And I can slp when I reach home in the afternoon also.
Hopefully I wun be lazy and tired and change my mind though =x


teach my bro his hw till i wanna xplode le.
and i notice that his studies flunk alot.
haix..
i dunno wad to do.
im super stress.
too stress cos of too many things.

can someone save me out of this pls???


Do u noe that I misses u a lot?

Awaiting for Friday.
And pray hard that the time will stop there.

Sometime I wil jus wonder…
Do you really miss me when im nt ard?

weekend always passes so early
=((

fri was nt a gd day.
haiz.. dun wanna mention abt it le.

yest was so tiring lor.
woke up at 630am for breakfast then to work.
then after go to pasir ris with jie.
headed to Changi Air Base.

after that to John 21st.
haha he look so cute and better looking nw.
haha.
played cards games there.
lols.
the most fun de is the Memory game.
haha.

and then headed home at 1045 like tat.
cos scared no train.
haha.


i need more rest man.
v tired recently.

praying hard that things will be fine.


awaiting for fri to come.
i wanna enjoy