im feeling lousy today agn.
but it's all 1 sided.
all problems lie on mi.
i jus sux.



distance.

Really so busy till a msg also cant reply?
Haha.
I shall rem wad u say den.
Cos diff ppls diff thinking.

trying hard not to think.
but seriously i have been thinking alot agn.
sighs.
wad wrong with mi?? =((



no email.no u.

someone say my wishlist all rubbish.
it that realli so?
haha i dunno.
lols.

i wanna look gd
i wanna look nice
i wanna be fit
i wanna be sporty
i wanna do my best to achieve wad i want =))

haha.suddenly feel tat msn so so fun.
or maybe becos im chatting with u
nt so bored.
whahahha


whole day at hm.
facing the computer most of the time.
whahaha.

i wanna next sat to be here asap.
but but.
need to get rid of my fat.
whahaha.

woohoo.
enjoy.=))

was hoping to see ur reply when i woke up this morning.
but when i woke up at 2+
still no reply.
so i guess u got no answer or dun wish to my msg yest.
but it alright.
kan de kai ba.


hope u enjoy ur day.


whereas, a boring sunday 4 mi.
wan go exercise, no companion.
so i can just stay at hm.
and tml is work agn.

will u miss mi like hw i miss u ?

the devil in me seems so much stonger then the angel.
everytime i try to control my feeling.
everytime i try nt to think.
but i still think.
hais.

i noe i promise u b4 tat im gonna change
change 4 the better.
but till now no improvement.
but but, im gonna try hard again alright.?

im trying to be happy everyday
wanna treasure and cherish every min i have with u.
gonna miss u so so much.
do take care alright
1 wk b4 u start sch.
=((

thanks for all means to make mi smiles
and sorry for my stubborness.=(

i wil be better.

aniway,thanks for the day spend with mi today.
enjoy so much with u.
hope i have 240 hrs a day so that i can spend more time with u.


everytime i tok to him.
i felt so hurt
cos all his action seems so fake.
argh.
wadever.
dun wanna think animore.

im feeling lousy today.
reali lousy =(



but sumone so random manage to do sumthing sweet in msn 4 mi
to make mi cheer up
wanted to paste but cant le.
=((
thanks "sumone bf!"


i hope i will feel better tml
n i wan to feel better.

i was so confuse yest.
or even today
but whu cares,
just let natural take it course.
haha
cox im too afraid to get hurt again.


read ur blog.
u say..
"waiting for sun to come.
waiting 4 ur phone."
it tat 4 mi?
or for somebody else.
i wonder.

dun wanna think so much lar.
just wanna enjoy my days with u.
i wan more more joy =))

i love my ss2g!
thanks jie. =))

was looking through at my last time pic in friendster.
find myself still nt so fat.
(hai kan de xie qu)
compared to now.
argh!!
going craz sia
lols

i need to jian fei!!!!!!!!


lols.
suppose to go gym tml but end up nv go agn
cos kinda lazy and since so long at 12+ am
im still using the com
whahaha

so decide to go next wk
haha
lols
nvm
i shall skip at hm
haha


ah jie was bad today to keep on laugh at xy mei.
lols.
bad jie bad jie
u r always this bad
lols.huai dan

boring fri.
then a boring sat?

Why like so many ppls seems so xingfu with their bf?
Lolls and where is mine?
(still waiting patiently)

Im still waiting 4 u to be back in spore.
Fetching u tonite.
Hope u r back safe. =D


imu.=)

Still thinking of hw to change myself.
Jiayou shaohua !
You can do it de.

So surprise yet happi to hear ur voice yest.
Ss2g rockx!
U rockx too ! =))

Wo hao xiang ni wor. =((
Faster come back will u?
And u r starting sch.
Im so so sad?
Y r we nt working in the same company?
Sighs.
Hope u r doing fine there.

Endless misses.
Awaiting 4 u to be back.

21st bdae in 2 mths time.
And I still look so….
Ok.nvm.making my best out of everyday to exercise.
Lolls.at least abit.
Haha.

Think I wil be so lazy for preparation.
Lolls.
Nvm la.see hw when times come.
Haha.

But do hope tat day wil be a memorable and enjoyable day 4 mi. =D

Came back from Batam yest.
Though im so tired but the trip was fun.
Had great experience.
Im still kinda humji to do things tat I nv do b4.
Like the surfing and stuffs.
Alone I dun dare sia.
See hw much I scare to die.
Lolls.

legs aching now.
Sat nite was disco nite.
Kanna force to dance for at least 2 hrs plus.
Somemore all surround me and im the center 1.
(kanna bully sia)
1st time so many guys dance with mi
1st time so many guys surround me (close till I cant breathe ah)
1st time I do break dance ( I din noe that I know break dance)
1st time a guy do sexy dance on mi till I dunno what should I do and just sit still.
But lucky im nt drunk.
Din drink a lot cos I push away.
Cos when I drink the chivas wan vomit liao
So I drank beer and kay siao drink a lot coke
Though it same colour as chivas ( ppls noe tat im drinking coke)
Lolls, they too understand mi lar.
But seriously,
I HAD GREAT FUN!

And during the talent show.
Got laugh by ppls cos im suppose to say “Chivas” and I say sumthing like “Jiba”
Then they though I purposely de cos I was acting monkey at tat time.
Lolls.
And when doing feedback with CEO.
I say sumthing like “ my team v corporative cos they help one another to take out clothing”
When im suppose to say life jacket.
Cant think of tat word so just say the most similar things.
Haha
So CEO kept laughing and tell everyone abt it.
Ok basically this 3 days all keep targeting mi
Dunno why.

And u all noe, I actually challenge the CEO.
I say he jump then I will jump
Then in the end I nv jump.
Lolls.
Bold hor mi
Haha.lols.
But being a leader really make mi learn a lot.
Lolls.
CEO wife even say she see mi controlling my temper a lot time.
Haha
And all of them see the *shine* factor on me that really put in efforts in being a gd leader.
Well done Jayce! =))

Got few blueblack and cuts here and there.
Oh ya, CEO say that he will win the picture competition becos he got a super “nice’ pic of me.
It the most embarrass pic of mi lar.
Ok I act have a lot funny pics.
Lolls.

Alright lar.
Basciaaly tat abt all.
If gonna type everything dunno how long I will need.
And also duno got ppls come read ant.
Haha


I miss u a lot when im in Batam.
Keep thinking of wad r u doing n stuffs.
Do u miss mi too?

You bought me medicine and send to my work place.
At that moment when I heard that you’re coming to pass mi medicine.
Im lost for words.
Im so touch.
Im super super touch.
I dunno how I should thanks you.
End up I wrote a letter.
Ok a stupid 1.
Haha.lols.

Thanks my precious jie. =))
Love you lots.
Thanks for the efforts.
huggies