seriously duno wad's wrong with u.
y u wanna make tings turn out tis way?
i dun wanna tis to happen.
but u wan it to.
so be it.





fan.
tired.
seriously tired.
dun wanna tink anymore.



bt y does it affect mi?
i myself dun understand.
nvm.
say wad also no use le.

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



im nt doing wad i wan to do!!
im nt motivating myself.
im nt putting in effort.
im nt controlling!



im such a loser.


i wanna be successful.
bt looking at the rate im at nw.
i tink i cant make it.
forget it.
i jus cant change myself.





i dunno wad are we thinking.
i dunno wad im thiking.
bt it's tat.
im too old to do sumthing like tis agn.

to do or nt to do?


i dunno..


my mind is in a mess.


freak.

disappointment.



sighs.


when den can i stop being dissapointed with myself?


sad la sad.



jiayou jiayou.


when then can i find my prince charming?

i wan to slim down.



getting fatter n fatter alr.


argh!!


mei ren yao la.=((

busy with fyp n work.
but i love work.
cos it'll nv be bored.
i love the ppls over there.
haha.



tiring.



wk 4 tis wk n wk 6 is presentation.
die lar.
stress.



duno wad to blog.
so i shall stop.


onli wan to say.



im happy cos i always see miss pro nowadaez.=))

wad wrong?
why u go away affect mi?
act it doesnt affect mi.
till yest when i called u.
i started to tink alot.
and then todae.
im so bad mood.


wad am i thinking?
argh!!

u dun care abt mi at all.
wadever.



running off early ltr agn.
lols.
cos cher nt in then i cant assemble my robot.
sianz.
doing nth nw.
rotting.
lols.
bt im happy.
cos i'll be seeing miss pro ltr.=))

imu.
honey lemon here i cum.=))

hao xiang ni.
zhen de hao xiang ni.
ke shi ni zhong shi yi wei wo ba ni wang ji le.
ni yi wei wo bu ai ni le.
wo hao xinku.
wo zhen de bu zhi dao yao zhe men biao dao wo de tong ku.
mei ren zhi dao wo de tong.
li kai ni shi wo de zuo.
zhen de shi yi ge dao zuo wo.


told u b4 tat i like ... is my greatest mistake.
but nw i realised.
losing u is then my greatest mistake.


i love u more n more.
even after we parted.
the feeling nv go away.
nt at all.
when i tok to u tat dae at bugis.
my heart beat beats faster.
when u walking towards mi.
im so nervous.
be it u saw mi holding jas hand ant.
bt why isnt ur hand tat im holding to?
why cant i hold u?
why cant i hold u tightly.?
i nv had a chance to.
i nv.

she can be there while i cant.
tat 1 of the reason y u didnt cum back to mi.
wad she do i also can do.
it's onli a matter of time.
maybe wad i do is much lesser then her.
but i put in my efforts.
all u say was tat u appreciated it.
but ur action din says so.
n it's like.
wad i did doesnt matter to u at all.


everytime i type all tis.
tears jus flow.
u'll nv noe hw hurt im.
n the time when im waiting 4 u.
u was in 2 others hand b4.
hw my feeling?
to see the 1 i love in another person hand.
the pain can nv be describe.


u said tat u noe the feeling of waiting.
but i guess u'll nv noe mine.
cos i waited 4 u too long.
far too long then u waited 4 mi.


ur name n face alr craved a place in my heart le.
whether ant.
i noe in my tis lifetime.
u'll nv be replace.
the special 1 in mi always.


zhen xin wang zai yong you ni.
type 2 long le.
i shall stop.



to my huaixiaohai
ilu.

sick.
feeling bad.


yet i stay in sch 4 proj.


n tml gg mit miss pro.
even though im sick.
i'll still go mit u de.
cos i miss u.



hope i recover soon.
dun wan so xinku.


ani kind soul wan to buy mi honey lemon?

poor mama.
she was like complainin to mi hw unfair the staffs over at her side treated her.
then say she dun feel like working le.
but then stil nt enuff money to settle everything.
therefore she gt to stay on.
sighs.
tis add on to my responsibility.
cos it mean i gt to faster go earn n save up.
then can help support abit.
i noe in the future to cum.
i'll be xinku.
but then nvm lar.
yehs.
no choice liao.
whu ask mi to be the da jie.
n so it also mean.
i gt to cut down my expenses le.
sighs.
i'll try my best.



i does hope everything goes on smmoothly.

happy happy.
cos i miting XIAO QI GUI ltr.
haha.
lalalalala.
seeing her light up my dae.
nv gonna leave u.
nt even when i die.
haha.





doing sai gang over here.
but nvm.
relaxing.
jus hope tat i can pass.
woohoo.



sad happy sad happy.
im 1 weird weird emotional kid.

si bei sianz.
nw i alone in lab cos all went 4 talk le.
i dun wanna go cos i claim tat i dun nid CCA pt.
haha.
n my supervisor ask mi in-charge of all the batteries n charger.
then asking mi to do the chart.
sianz la.

yawns.
feel like going hm.
fyp is so boring.
i wan go work.
i dun wan stay here.
=(

tired...stress up..



quit.

tired...stress up..



quit.

thinkin of the past.
why im so silly?
why im so stupid?
why i didnt treasure & cherish all the ting i've?
and then nw i regret.
why didnt im like other gals?
ai mei ai da pan.
why others r always so xingfu den mi.
why is it mi tat is always so sad.
why everything also mi.
why i cant get the xingfu i wan.


so many why in my mind.
can i ans all this ques?
i wanna be xingfu.
i wanna be happy.
but i jus dunno hw.



sick & tired of my life.

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!
i must do it la.
wasted 2 mths times.
argh!!
wake up la.
duno wad im doing.
duno wad im thinkin.
sianz.


i nid to do sumthing abt it.

wad's going on?
wad happening?
argh!!
im feeling freaking stress up.
i wanna quit frm everything.
save mi out pls.

sianz.
nw i gt to assemble a new robot.
with all the parts.
it's like all parts into a robot.
omg.
dunno hw im going to do it
but i noe.
if i finished assemble it.
i'll sure feel v man zu de.
lols.
haha.



im so so slpy nw.
feeling like slping.
yawnz.


i love working over there.
dunno y too.=)
haha.
tink it's realli cos of u ppls.

tired.
damn damn tired.
working everydae.
gd cos can earn.
but im realli tired.
haha.
nvm.
xinku yi dian wun die.



miss pro miss pro
i miss u.