Tuesday, October 31, 2006;
im feeling so tired.
so tired everydae.
hate waking up so early everydae.
argH!!
nt feeling well this 2 dae.
feelin real bad.
making mi so restless at work.
sighs.
nw wad i hope is time passes fast fast.
so that my wonderful wkend wil be here.
n then the time wil stop at the moment.
woohoo.
dun wanna those beautiful moment to go away.
whee!!
i wrote...
1:15 PM
Monday, October 30, 2006;
4 more wks of attachment to go.
woohoo.
happy though i got no money.
cos waking up early everydae realli make mi dead.
haha.
but also mean im going back 4 FYP which i dun wan.=((
looking forwards tis cuming fri sat n sun.
cos i noe i'll enjoy.
becos i wil be with u.
woohoo.
=))
happy gal.
im feeling sleepy.
haf u realli forgotten abt mi?
i guess u do right.
take care.
dun smoke so much.
i wrote...
11:40 AM
Friday, October 27, 2006;
why cant i be xingfu?
i noe im selfish.
but then is all becos i nid u too much.
to the extend tat im scared i'll lose u.
u noe u r part of my life.
wan my life to be complete.
u shall nv leave.
n nv will i let u go.
i wrote...
9:10 AM
Thursday, October 26, 2006;
i wan alot money.
i wan earn alot money.
i wan gif myself n mama a gd life.
i wan alot alot money.
whu can intro part time job?
or whu can donate to hua hua foundation??
missin u everydae.
i wrote...
9:13 AM
Friday, October 20, 2006;
gonna look forward.
nt gonna think so much.
cos it wun make mi feel better.
i wrote...
10:22 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006;
i've decided to get myself a better job after i grad.
n earn alot alot money!!!
=))
hopefully if i applied 4 PA.
then will want mi lor.=)
whu gt lobang 4 part time job ar???
can contact mi?
cos i wan work.
v broke nw wor.
i wrote...
1:02 PM
im missing u lots.
i wan to see u.
i wan to enjoy with u.
wishing 4 faster sat so that i can see u.
it's realli LONG tat we din mit up le.=(
hao xiang ni wor.
miss u like crazy.
tht why i kept dreaming of u.
i wrote...
9:12 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006;
alone at work.
lunch alone.
so poor ting.
sad.=((
i love working here.
but waking up so early everydae realli make mi so tired n dun feel like cuming.
sighs.
5 more weeks to go.
n im looking 4 part time job.
cos realli broke.
recently v stress cos of work issue.
sighs.
argh!!
im gonna break down.
home com spoilt.
giving mi prob.
cant send report.
why so many prob de?
i wrote...
1:13 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006;
im v v fan n stress nw.
cos i dunno wad i realli wan to do after i grad.
sighs.
how?
headach sia.
argh!!
i wrote...
3:00 PM
send u msg n u thought tat i msg wrong ppls.
wad the fcuk.
i sldnt haf break my promise.
i miss my ducky couple alot alot.
=((
hao xiang ni wor.
shit.
im alr giving bad impression to my company le.
argh!
i wrote...
10:48 AM
Friday, October 13, 2006;
i miss bball.
I WANT TO PLAY BBALL!!!
why no chong ghee alr?
I WAN CG!!
i wrote...
9:01 AM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006;
my heart onli have u from todae onwards.
u are all i haf now.
i wrote...
3:57 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006;
our pics look so sweet.
realli realli sweet.
my friends says so too.
but why din u make my dream cum true?
y u insisted to walk away from mi?
if tat u wan.
i also cannot do anithing.
jus to leave.
im leaving.
told u le.
dun regret when i walk away.
i doubt u wil also.
left with the onli u.
if u were to walk away also.
im gonna make sure i kill myself.
i wrote...
3:39 PM
crying in the dark.
now i got to take all the pain alone.
i wrote...
8:13 AM
Friday, October 06, 2006;
when am i suddenly so sad agn?
1stly after reading nyp n yun blog.
then.
heard the song tong hua on radio.
which remind mi of u.
wil u be my angel agn?
n let everything start anew?
i wrote...
11:23 AM
u made my life miserable.
cos i noe that u r here but i cant be with u.
i wrote...
9:58 AM
Thursday, October 05, 2006;
i MUST gif my mama a gd life.
i MUST.
i MUST.
i MUST make her happy.
i wrote...
8:10 PM
im sad.
to noe tat polite games has started.
and ivp cuming.
but wad to do.
cos i chose to let go.
basketball still rawkx my world.
n nyp definetly rocks!!
i wrote...
10:42 AM
everydae im awake waiting 4 ur msges.
bcos ur msg make mi smiles.
ur msg make mi sad.
ur msg affect mi.
ur msg make my mood of tat day.
im waiting 4 u.
waiting 4 ur return.
pls cum back to mi.
cos u noe.
life without u is bad.
i wrote...
10:15 AM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006;
people change.surrounding change.everything changes.
life wun be the same.
things wun remain the same animore.
everyone seems busy.
leaving mi alone.
alone in this lonely lonely world.
sighs.
whr is all the happy times we used to had?
i wrote...
2:29 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006;
If you think my eyes are beautiful,
it's because they're looking at you.
If love is great,
and there are no greater things,
then what I feel for you must be the greatest.
i've nv stop loving u.=)
i wrote...
5:07 PM
I know that you are not perfect
and nor can I claim to be either,
but please believe me,
when I say that I want to be
by your side, to hold your hand,
to treasure you in the morning
and in the noon-tide,
to be next to you,
to be held close to your heart now
and for the rest of my living years,
to comfort you, dry your tears and
calm your most frightening fears,
to fight your battles and show no
shame to scream my love for
you out loud all over the land
i wrote...
5:06 PM
i carry your heart with me,
i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it.
anywhere i go, you go, my dear.
and whatever is done, by only me, is your doing, my darling.
i fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet.
i want no world for beautiful, you are my world my true.
it's you or whatever a moon has always meant,
and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the trree called life
which grows higher and higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart,
i carry it in my heart.
i've nv stop loving u.
i wrote...
4:18 PM
i dunno why im turning tis way agn.
i onli noe it's all becos of u.
i wrote...
10:27 AM