Saturday, September 30, 2006;
enjoy my dae.
all bcos of u.
seeing u make mi smiles.
but it make my heart beat faster.
so ke lian.
injured everywhr.
must take care ok?
imu.
i've nv stop loving u.
loving u loving u.
right from the bottom of my heart.=)
i wrote...
10:14 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006;
i must realli noe wad i wan man.
actualli i noe wad i wan.
but then i dun haf the determination to do it.=(
i must realli CONTROL man.
from all angles and aspects.
if nt i'll surely cum to regret abt it de.
actually im alr regretting it.
I MUST ACHIEVE WAD I WAN!!!!
I CANNOT BE A FAILURE ALWAYS!!
i wrote...
8:35 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006;
im realli becuming like a housewife man.
hahaha.
went to ikea todae to haf my lunch with boss n college.
we ate like duno wad sia.
damn alot of fd.
haha.
but it was nice.=)
then went to buy a clock 4 my rm.
haha.
then slack.
2 hrs ltr then went back office.
jus change the clock.
n dunno why.
suddenly my room like appeared to be so new.
so fresh.
whahaha.
nice nice.
very satisfy.:)
im like a dead person every morning.
i wrote...
8:21 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006;
im such a loner.
i dunno y.
argh!!
boring life.
y isit tat when i wan to find sumone out.
it's always so difficult?
sld haf go to work.
tis is 1 eg of thing tat i've regreted.=((
i guess little mouse haf forgotten mi long ago.
little mouse dun cherish mi at all.=(((
i wrote...
12:40 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006;
It's time to REALLY start my plan.
n lets see in 3 mths time..wad gonna happen??
had a great day with u todae.=)
i wrote...
11:58 PM
went to the doc.
sianz.
waste money agn.
i hate to see doc.=)
but realli no choice.
feeling so tired.
lols.
tink im gonna haf a nap soon.
i nid to exercise.
i wrote...
1:56 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006;
i dun wanna so many things to happen to mi.
i MUST realli nid to take care of myself.
argh.
so sad.
so scared.
wad can i do?????????
shld i consult a doc?? =(
i wrote...
8:57 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006;
enjoy myself alot.
with the surprise from shihui,diana,liyana,van,hanleng and sandra.
BY THE EFFORT OF JIE.=)
THANKS ALOT.
I LOVE U.
love all the presents given by u all.
love the fun with u all.
love to take pics with u all.
love u all singing birthdae songs 4 mi.
it has been 3 times ppls sang birthdae song 4 mi tis yr.
my bdae like 1 wk sia.
haha.
long hor.
dun jealouss.=x
dunno wad to say.
but jus wanna to thx.
JIE aka JASMINE LEE SHU FEN 4 everything!!
without u.
i wun be so happy.=)
now then i noe whu cherish mi whu dun.
i wrote...
8:52 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006;
THANKS jasmine jie,jiehao,ruoyang,marilyn,sandra,hanleng,
ah bun,amy,chee chong,budz van,szeying,liyana,xuelin,mummy,simin
,jinhui,shihui,junwen,katek,alia,huiping,xinying mei,
zhanglang di n diana 4 sending mi birthdae wishes.=))
THANKS EVERYONE.=)
i wrote...
11:13 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006;
Thanks shihui and diana for the kbox session.
thanks simin for the breakfast and present.
Thanks juli,katek.guanhong,zhanglang,xinying for the sentosa surprise.
and last but nt least.
THANKS JIE FOR EVERYTHING .
APPRECIATED IT ALOT.
ILU.
=)
thankx birds 4 miting mi 4 lunch.
sad.
mama jus nw say i becum v v fat le!! =(
i wrote...
7:25 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006;
thankx jie,jiehao and jojo.=)
4 the surprise.
appreciated it.
i wrote...
4:23 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006;
im nt happy.
but hu can be there 4 mi?
an advance bdae celebration 4 mi.
THANKS ALOT.
nt feeling well.
u beta haf a gd rest.
i wrote...
10:07 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006;
y things tat we wan to change wun change
and those tat we wan it to remain wun remain?
y i jus cant control myself?
over everything.
noe tat they are ups n downs in our life.
but why y isit tat the downs seems to be so much greater then the ups?
why ppls tends to feel sad then happy more?
im feeling SUPER tired.
hope faster fri.
so tat i can see my ducky couple.
everyday i've been missing u SSOOOO much.
wanted to see u so much.
oohh.
no words can describe the happiness when im with u.
xie xie ni.
IMU.=))
i wrote...
7:46 PM
cannot.
MUST CONTROL.
everydae like tat i wil die.
sighs.
y u still dun wan change ur attitude towards mi?
tired.
i wrote...
1:21 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006;
yeah a new blogskin!!
all thanks to diana.
haha.
oh ya.
and thx 4 the tagboard too.
if nt everyone is complaining abt mi dun hafing it.
n nw since i haf.
MARILYN u better tag.(also duno u wil read tis ant)
haha.
im so so tired todae.
can say everydae.
but todae is SUPER lor.
eyes kip wan close.
haha.
todae went to operate anti air gun i tink.(name 35mm, shoot aircraft de.)
it was so fun,exciting n interesting.!!!!
the feeling like in theme park.
whahaha.
a great experience.
oh ya.
n cos of us wanting more experience.
most likely we wil be attach to boonlay 4 a wk to operate the MM16 n stuffs.
duno.
n tat side so strict.
sianz lar.
ha.
but another experience.
stil thinkin wan go ant.
take care everyone.
imu u guys.
i wrote...
7:55 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006;
whole dae at hm.
so bored.
but nvm ba.
cos i can rest early tonite.
tml gonna wake up early agn.
it mon agn!
lols.
jus hopin 4 every fri to cum.
i duno when i can see u agn.
bt do hope i can see u at least once a wk.
cos u noe i will miss u de.
dun wanna a dae without u.
=)
realli cannot imagine if 1 dae we r parted.
wad wil happen.
or one dae tat u wun be there caring mi animore.
wad gonna happen to mi?
dun ever leave mi.
cos i nid u.
i wrote...
7:00 PM
enjoy my daez with u.
though im so tired.
im v v tired!!
but im happi to see u.
y are u like so sad recently?
do u stil nid mi like u used to?
i hope u do.
cos im the onli one tat u can be weak in front of.
im always here.
pls do tell mi anithing n everything kz?
cos i dun wanna see u sad or kip anithing frm mi.
u sld noe mi.
take care.
jus wanna see u smiles.=p
little ducky wil be here.
now and forever.
i wrote...
12:21 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006;
y my skin so sentitive?
wad happen to mi?
taico everywhr.
=(
how i hope im by ur side when u r down.
sorry tat i cant be there physically.
but mentally.im always there 4 u.
little ducky miss u.=)
i wrote...
8:56 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006;
wao lao sianz.
my stomach getting bigger n bigger agn!
v ugly la!!
tis 1 yr plus.
realli duno wad happen.
my skin becomes more n more sentitive.
always get infection n stuffs.
n im getting irritated.
last time de mi also nt like tat de.
why nw i so duno hw to take care of myself??
=(
2 more daez to go 4 tis wk.
im v v tired.
whu gonna celebrate 4 mi?
sighs.
no 1 perhards.
i wrote...
8:09 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006;
interestin company im attached to.
the ppls there are fun n friendly.
trying to treat us like a family.
tis 2 daez din do much.
slacking most of the time n reading sum books frm the company.
like studying in sch.
haha.
n every fri is a sport dae 4 us.
haha.
work til 430 then go exercise.
cool huh?
i said interesting le right?
cool n nice supervisor i haf.
hope i do enjoy 4 the rest of the period. =)
but im starting to be stress. =(
everydae wake up so early wil die ar.
lols.
but nice environment is a gd ting.
oh ya.
my company is doing those military weapons stuffs.
BIG guns n blah blah.
may be arranging live firing 4 us too.
cool right?
hehe =p
i wrote...
8:57 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006;
todae is my last dae to enjoy b4 attachment alr.
sad.
but nvm.
at least i can see my ducky couple.
if nt i dunno when gonna see her agn le.
hope i do enjoy tis veri dae with her.=)
tml im nt wearing formal.
hope wun kana scold.
cos so stupid to wear formal.
n i hate it lor!!
haha.
pray hard 4 mi tat nth wil happen kz?
haha.
n easy tasks assign.
whahahhaa.
i wrote...
12:19 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006;
fun dae out with diana.
im happy.
cos i bought shirts n shorts.
although im broke le.
dunno.
after buyin all the tings.
im so happy.
maybe cos i like the short alot ba.
n by doing tis n going out.
maybe it'll let mi 4get u faster.
i wrote...
10:08 PM
y suddenly..
i becum a loner agn??
n y r u ignoring mi?
maybe this is wad u wan.
so tat u can fully devoted to her.
wo zai ni xin li gen ben mei you ti wei.
life is so meaninless to mi.
i wrote...
12:07 PM
Friday, September 01, 2006;
isit tat everything gonna end like tis?
is this our ending?
why?
why did things turn out this way?
i dun wan it to de.
but.
i cant stand the pain n hurts animore.
i gif u time bcos ilu.
but then.
i gt this feeling tat ur ans wun be mi.
i wanna stop being a fool.
wo bu xiang zai qi bian wo zhi ji.
ni yao de dao di shi she me?
if u find the answer.
tell mi hao ma?
imu.
but i shall leave things as it's.
becos.
no matter wad i do.
it wun touch ur heart.
i guess.
in this world.
there is onli 1 person tat love mi.
n tat she wil always be there.
ren shou mi.
thx.
ilu 2.
thx 4 loving mi.
thx 4 showin mi all the care & concern.
thx 4 being there always.
imu.=)
i wrote...
10:12 PM