dunno wad to blog.
dun realli haf the mood.
giving up hope.
thinking n thinking.
jus a loner.


can all those idiots stay away?
n pls stop hurting.
freak man.


thx 4 cuming.
at least i wun feel so bored.
dun think i wun think.

another boring dae.
went to work as usual.
the time todae like so freakin slow.
yehs.
tml.sat n sun having PROMOTION!
sianz ar.
sure alot ppls de.
then i'll be so damn busy lar.
hope nt.
haha.

todae my cute boy so sad.
hope he supposed go hm at 730 then gt nt enuff ppls then he cannot go hm.
then his face totally changed.
aiyo.
see him like that bu xi guan.
cos he is always so cute n funny lar.
then sudden like tat.
then kinda affected by him lar.
then wrote a note to him.
whaha.
see im soo sweet.
hehe.
then b4 i went hm.
saw a note below my water bottle also.
he return my note!
whaha.


must cheer up ok?
smiles alot alot.=)
cos if u nv smiles.
nt cute liao.
haha.
but i noe u wun get to see this de.
can say jus typin 4 fun.


I like gt so many things wanna buy sia.
jeans.shirts.mp3.shoe.shoe bag.water bottle.watch.etc.etc.
ma chiam i earn alot sia.
a little bit onli then wan buy so many things.
haha.
think i must SAVE la.
4 future.
whaha.


poor jie.
v busy todae huh.
whaha.
kan de chu lar.
haha.
see i so gd wei le u go change.
whaha.
say THANK YOU.
faster.
hehe.
nt funny hor.(i also nt laughing)
must take gd care of urself k?
Miss YY: I miss Miss Pro.

i dunno y.
but it seems like..wo dui zhi ji yue lai yue mei you zhi xin.
no confidence.
no determination.
jialat.
im getting worst.
how?

after soo many times.
i stil cant make it.
i cant do it!
where my confident?
where my determination?
wao kao.
save mi pls.=/
if nt i gonna kill myself alr.


nice going out with u.
nice being with u.
whaha.
take gd care of urself.
=)

After so long.
i finally go to my hse downstr to get my food.
it has been sooo soo long since i bought my food there.
haha.
early in the morning eating so unhealthy de food.
haha.
bcos got yi zhi zhu i think still in her dreamland.
waitin 4 her to wake up lar.
haha.
gonna enjoy my dae todae.
yepie!

todae time passed kinda fast.
v fast jiu end work liao.
haha.
dunno y.
bt then gd lar.
cos i wun feel so sian although it's stil sian.
haha.
n sumone claim tat is cos she pei mi sms n i gt my cute guy pei.
lols.
v sad lar.
cute guy might be resigning.
then i gt no 1 to play with le.
he always sayang mi de.esp my face ar.
is SAYANG nt pinch k.
whaha.
haha.
will miss him callin mi baobei lar.
lols lols.
wad am i thinkin?
hehe.
nvm.
stay happy jiu hao.


tml off.
yeah.
happy.
cos i can see the so called *Miss Pro*.
-Miss YY Misses Miss Pro-

I've got so much to say.
so much till i think if im gonna say everything out.
it will be endless.
a tearing nite.
a nite that i've gt so much fear in mi.
that i dunno wad im gonna do.
how to control my feeling n how im suppose to react.
im scared.
scared of the pain.
scared of the hurt.
scared the feeling of losing sumone so dear to mi.
but luckily.
she is able to pass thru.
may god bless her.
everyone will pray hard.

thx dearest jie n jiehao for cuming over though it so late.
n it's a kind of surprise though.
thx 4 being there.
thx 4 consoling mi n takin mi out to relax.
thx for doing anithing jus to make mi feel better.
im greatly appreciated.
nv did anione look mi up even though so late when im so down.
THANKS.

-My Precious Jie-
i got so so much to say to u.
i got this million time in mi that i wanna thx u.
i wanna thx u forever.
thanks for consoling mi.
thanks for kipin awake jus to pei mi though u r tired.
thanks 4 ur love.concern n care.
thanks 4 sharing all the pain with mi.
thanks for filling my heart up when im so empty.
thanks for ur times.
thnaks for ur efforts.
thanks for ur feeling.
thnaks for treatin mi as ur precious mei.
thanks for loving mi.
thanks for caring so much 4 mi.
thanks for spending ur free time with mi.
thanks for going down to watch my match.
thanks for wad u've done n said to mi.
i will nv forget.
i noe if im gonna continue.
this entry wil nv end.
cos i've got so much to thank u.
Jie.THANKS ALOT! =)
I love u.


even in the darkest nite.
there'll be a star shining in a corner of the sky jus 4 u.
u'll nv be in darkness.

*i will rem this in my heart.*
*cos i noe i've got u*
*i noe hu r the true one*
*thanks for being there when i needed u.*

finally tml a dae off again!
haha.
so damn tired n sleepy during work todae.
got no mood to serve at all lar.
yeps.


happy happy.
tml can see my dearest jie alr.haha.
then got cg match.
gdluck n jiayou everyone.
although playin with alj.
but we must jiayou.
fight till the end wor.
though i noe i can onli help the team by cheering.
whahaha.


a scary dream.
tears all over.
but i noe it wun happen le.
so no worry.
i noe u wun leave my side de.
it jus a dream.
right?=p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
the jap food so nice la.hehe.
n thx jie 4 celebrating it with her also.
happy n hope she does enjoy.
haha.

sighs.
gonna work again.
no time 4 fun.
so lifeless.
im gonna miss u.
do u hear mi?
i noe u do.
hehe.
u noe that i've been missing u everydae right.
nvm.
sun my turn to be WEIDA lor.
haha.
take care n dun always go hm so early.=/

nt that i wan to tok abt the past.
but i truely wanna thx the 2 of u that celebrate my birthdae with mi last yr.
cos i realli felt so happy.
n onli the 2 of u bother to celebrate it with mi.
THANK YOU.
it wil be a memorable one.=)

tired!
im v v tired le!
haha.
long dae of workin.
lucky tml off sia.
my mama birthdae.
then mi n jie jie gonna celebrate 4 her.
so weida of us.
haha.
rest 1 dae n gonna work again on thur.
sighs.
nvm.
wei le money i must endure!!=)

got back result.
passed all but nt realli happy le although i did slightly beta then last sem.
maybe bcos no A.
n my friend get better result then mi.
sad sad.
nvm.i will jiayou de!

thanks alot alot 4 ur ai xin chang.
haha.
everyone so xian mu mi lar.
hehe.
evil smiles.
i appreciated it alot alot wor.
1st time ppls do this to mi.
whaha.
n like wad u say.
u onli wei wo xi sheng ar.
no 1 else k?
cos i wanna be the onli special 1.
hehe.
i do treasure u alot.
love ya.muacks.
NI ZHEN DE HEN WEIDA LA.
take care.=)

yeah!
bryan won!
so happy.
better then that leo lar.
hehe.
is so gd to be a star right?
haha.

yest after work came hm change then went out with jie n her classmates.
haha.
went to bedok jetty to sit down n tok.
lols.
then at ard 1+ went back to her hse to slp.
then todae went suntec n marina square.
so sad lar.
wanna eat my yan shu ji de.
then cannot find.so many ppls lar.
haha.
then on the way to MS that tym.
we crap abt the joke on bombing.
laugh till pengz.
ha.
then went shop.eat.see frashion show then hm le.
hhaa.
tml working again.
feets pain pain le.
haha.
bt nvm.
wei le money.
whaha.
take care everyone.

-success go to ppls that has plan 4 their future-
-wo hui xiang ni de wor-

oh oh oh.
hahaha.
my feets so damn suan lar!!!!
stand all days.
alamak.
it terrible.
whaha.


i wanna find my mr right.
oh mr right mr right.
can u faster appear?
haha.=)


1 more dae to go n i can enjoy with my miss lee le!
whahahah.
if gt chance.
if it nt sold out.
i wear 4 u to see ok.
whahah.=)
take care.
hao xiang ni wor.


everydae also dun feel like going work.
but everydae i also wil go work.
cos when i think of the money.
then im determinate to go work le.haha.
money money cum pls.
whahaha.

y things r so easy to be said bt nt to be done?
hais.
so so disappointed lar.
no determination.
no confident.
no trust.


lips swallon again.
ugly.=(
too heaty.
nv well taken care of.
lols.
last min drink alot water n jie jie shao de honeylemon.
lols.
hope tml wil get better.
i dun wan to be ugly.=/
i feel so tired.
my feet feels so weak nw.

wanna blog abt it de.
but then cum to think of it.
suan le.
i dun wish to tok abt it.
it onli make mi tears.

"Far Away"

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

duno wad i wanna blog.
dunno wad to type.
haiz.
sick.
tml morning going c doc.
hopefully it nth serious.
skin peeling.
ugly sia.


match tml.
jiayou ba cg.
realli dun wan things turn out bad.
dun wan see everyone unhapi.
dun wan cg to da xia.
wan back the past cg.
although i noe that is impossible.=/
still wanna say jiayou.
it has been long time since we shout chong ghee jiayou alr.


im so sorry.
i still love u the most.=)

match yest.
plsyed for 4 mins+.
told myself wanna play my best but end up nv also.
open under basket nv go in.
was so gan chiong at that tym.
freak.,
always so no confidence.
shoot 1 ball nv go in.
1 3 pts anihw shoot.
wad the freak am i doing lor?
have been playin bball 4 6 yrs le still like that.
disappointed.
work ltr.
hope i wun be tired.

sighs.
been cheated all along.
so damn sad n angry lar.
but wad to do.
hais.
it my mistakes.=(

been workin 4 the past 3 daez.
happy to work wor coz can earn alot money.
i wanna save money!!
old le stil gt no saving at all.
poor thing man.
haha.
then todae nv work lor.
then came jie hse cos too many daez nv pei her le.
guilty.
so whenever i nv work i sure wil mit her up.
haha.
yeps.


kinda bored le.
nth to do.
haha.
friends all starting attachment le.
haha.
wish them all gd lucks man.
another half yr is also my turn le.
haha.


im thinking wad i wanna be/do after gradute.
still unsure of it.
must think le.
cos v fast.
my yr 3 wil be over le.
yeps.
think wad i wan for the time being is to earn n save money ba.

the pooh that i drew on my wall.
so nice.
like it alot.
jus kept on thinkin abt it.
yeps.
back to work.
still ok.
but think tml wun be ok ba.
yeps.
i wan money!
alot alot money!
can i haf money n u at the same time?

jus 1 dae.
n i miss u so much.
1 more dae.
n i can show u the pooh le.=)


y r ppls so weird?
jus cant understand.
no mood.
seriously.

tired tired.
haha.
woke up at 9+ then watch tv n stuffs.
then at 12pm slept again.
till 1+ then woke up go jie hse.
haha.
then help her dye hair.
whaha.
my piece of arts.
lols.
so nice.
haha.
took so long to dye her hair can.
hehe.
colour turn out to be nt bad la.
i still quite sasfitied with wad i've done.
woohoo.
u like it??
hee.
then 7+ we went to mit yunya eat.
then go play swing.
woohoo.
so nice lar.
n so windy.
hehe
then sent jie hm.
then sit at her hse downstair the playgrd with yunya n tok 4 quite awhile lo.
n now.
i jus gt hm n start blogging.
whahaha.

i wan alot alot money!!
cos i wanna buy alot alot things.
jobs pls?? =/

y do the promises being break again?
sighs.
realli too disappointed.
n realli this is the last time im going to say.
no more empty promises pls!!

went sentosa with classmates.
saw maggi at hawker.
then saw gh while playing in the water.
then hui qian called to ask where mi.
then saw her with ju.
then walk her back to where her friend is then go find bui they all.
kat frm sp was there with her classmates also.
then gh n ah di walk mi back.
i walk the whole beach sia.
saw carol also.
lols.
go 1 sentosa can see so many ppls sia.
haha.
it was quite fun at 1st.
maybe everyone was excited.
but after maybe like an hr.
then all tired alr then nv play liao.
sianz sia.
then went back with ming n yee.
went to harbour front shoppin centre eat.
wao lao eh.
waste my $ onli.
the food.love at 1st sight but then eat liao so nt nice.
nv even finish half of the food lar.
yeps.
then went to look 4 my precious jie again.
till quite late then i went hm.
play sum stupid games with her.
i lost all sia.
bad game day.
bu yao tai gao xin.
u lucky onli.
=/
n now im blogging.
my face n hand so damn pain lar.
cries.


felt so disappointed with myself again.
hais.
can dun make ani empty promises again?
it can be done de.

exams finally over!
woohoo.
i can play n enjoy alr!
whaha.
yest after paper went shopping with classmates.
so excited.
maybe cos no paper alr.
ahha.
then i saw amy at marina square.
yeps.
haha.
then hor.
i wear skirt n tank top le.
haha.
lols.
at my auntie shop lar.(i mean the shop she working at)
haha.
kanna force ..lols
the tank top look nice.
but then nt nice on mi.
but the skirt look nice on mi!=)
friends say it wasted 4 mi nt to wear skirt.
haha.i find it nice lar.
but then still nv get it.cos hor.i nt used to it mar.
then summore.
my friends nv see mi wear skirt b4.
onli sch skirt.
whhahaha.
lols.
n i feel so proud to wear that skirt.
whahaa.
then reach hm at 8.
then bath le then go out again.
go find my precious jie.=)
haha.

im so excited abt tml also.
woohoo.
hope i do enjoy.
n i wanna enjoy.


a decision made.
n that is to put everything behind n look forwards.
bcos i noe.
tml wil be a better dae.


jiayou shaohua~
i noe u can do it de~
all the way!

last paper tml!
whaha.
im so so happy.
but then sumtym was wondering.
if i no exams mean nv go sch study.
then it might be bored too.
whahaha.
but think hols will still be more fun.=)

cg match todae.
but then i din went.
cos i gt paper tml mar.=(
sighs.
yeps.
wanted to go de but scared if i duno hw to do paper then wil guilty.
so nv go.
yeps.
jiayou chong ghee!

after so long.
y still i cant make it?
wao lao eh.
so so disappointed lar.
but then i told myself.
i must make it 1 dae lar.
must jiayou.
go go go!
lets us work out to make a difference.