2 papers down.
1 more to go.
hehe.
yepee.
my thermofluid paper finally over.
lucky onli 1 ques dunno.
but still quite disappointed lar.
haha.
nvm nvm.
like wad i say b4.
a C n i will be happy enuff.

almost everydae im going to the same place.
haha.
u noe i noe can liao.
rot.study.slack. blah blah blah.
haha.
but at least i dun feel bored.
maybe bcos is u that is being with mi.
haha.
lols.
mushy mushy.
take care dude.

woke up early in the morning at 830am.
wanted to study then ended up preparing my 2 siblings to sch.
then in the end.
10+ then start studying.
n it goes the same as yest.
cant get the ans despite jus my 1st ques.
irritated!!
sighs.
tml is my paper alr!!
n now im eating tom yan cup noodle.
which made my stomach dun realli feel gd.
maybe bcos too early le.
haha.
yehs.
gonna go back mugging alr.
i left onli 21 hrs 22 mins.

feeling tired.
haha.
study 4 abt half a dae.
starting 230pm to abt 7pm.
but in btw kip on smsing.slacking.lookin ard.
i see jie then kanna scold.
haha.
i todae dunno kanna nag/scold by her 4 hw many times.
whahaha.
n make mi realli study.
lols.
xie xie ni.
cos i think if u nv scold.
i will nt study lar.
n todae then i noe u so fierce lar.
see ur face scared liao.
whahaha.
but then haven finish study all lor.
hehe.
tired then stop ma.
haha.
cant blog much le.
cos i going watch tv then ltr got to pia alr.
cos tml i got more impt task to do ar.
no time to study tml.
sob sob.
hehe.
wish mi all the best man.
i cannot fail tis module de!!

a few mths ago.
there is tis person name xxx told mi that xxx broke off with xxx stead bcos xxx nt sure abt xxx feeling towards xxx stead feeling n my feeling.
then this make mi touch.
i tot tat i would be with xxx again.
but then after a few dae.
i found out that xxx is attached again.
attached to sumone else.
upon knowin this.
im so upset n hurt.
it broke my heart.
im so so disappointed in xxx.
then think after few wks.
xxx broke off with xxx stead again.
then after a few dae.
xxx patch back with xxx ex again.
sighs.
im realli realli so sad n hurt.
wad xxx told mi b4 might all be fake de.
jus say say onli.
im jus far far thrown behind.
sighs.
till todae.
i still rem everything.
i think.
all this will be jus memories in my heart ba.

This is so meaninful.
by- buddy vanz.
thankx.


When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours
in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and two cups of
coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in
front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very
large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the
jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas
between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it
was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.

He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an
unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and
poured the liquid into the jar, effectively filling the empty space
between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to
recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the
important things - God, family, children, health, friends, and favourite
passions -- things that if everything else was lost and only they
remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and
car.
The sand is everything else -- the small stuff.

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "There is no
room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you
spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have
room for the things that are important to you."

"So...?Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your
partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to
clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first
-- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just
sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee
represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to
show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room
for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

i realli fall sick.
wth.
tried to slp but yet i cant.
so i came online n blog.
my situation nw.
wan study also cannot.
head so pain.
study also nth wil go into my head de.
argh!
recover soon pls.
i wanna study 4 the next 2 papers n go out enjoy de.
oh oh.
i miss the bao bao.
haha.
3 more daes to go.

haha.
i think im going to be sick ar!!
duno y.
math paper was manageable.
yeps.
hope can haf a better grade lor.
although got 1 ques i noe i cfm wrong alr.
then next paper on tues wor.
although still gt 4 daez to study.
but then yest alr kanna force to study le.
tis morning also.=/
haha.
but eventually.
i din study that much lar.
jus copied down sum notes lor.
ahha.
i dun haf the mood to study. =(
but i noe.
next paper wil be here soon.


sighs.
im realli scared.
realli realli scared.
i noe the dae wil be here soon.
i dun wan!
bcos i dun wan to diao yi di lei.
everything is jus so uncontrollable.
tis is life.

-i miss u-

1st paper tml!!
argh!!
haven study ar!
think i going pia solid 7-8 hrs studyin alr.haha.
if nt die die.
hope the paper wil be easy.
or manageable.
if nt i wil die le.
haha.
cannot blog too long lar.
ah jie will scold mi.=)
see mi use com onli she scold liao.
yest i blog also scold liao.
she wil nag till crazy if she see tis.
haha.
mug mug mug.=/
y do we haf to take exams?

argh!
freak.
trying to study but yet nth get into my head.
n whenever i looked at the bk.
i wanna slp lar.
wao kao.
hw sia.
1 more dae to study onli then exam alr le.
sighs sighs.
oops.
kanna scold alr.
gonna go back to study.=(

ho ho ho.
thur exams le.
then hor.
i still haven study lar.
die die die.
tml reali must start le.
if nt ltr kao bu hao again.
hahaha.
but i scared the 2nd paper more lar.
which is on next tues.
dunno anithing abt tht module at all.
but realli hope at least overall i can get a C lar.
i dun wanna a D inside my result.
dun wanna brk my record ar.
haha.
noe i v qing cai.
ppls wan As or Bs.mi wan C.
haha.
not i wan a C lar.but i noe.4 that module.
i cant get ani better le.
getting a C will be a shock to mi le.
jiayou shaohua!!


-seeing u n her together-
-all i can say n do is jus to zhu fu u all-
-although it still hurt mi so much-
-but i think i shld let go-
-wo zhu fu ni men-

now i noe lookin after 2 kids r so bloody xinku.
mum nt hm n i gonna look after them.
1st when they woke up.
they asked whr mummy?
then i gt to bluff them say go buy things.
then i gt to cook 4 them to eat.
then they eat till all over the table all mees.
so i gonna feed them.
then them themselves all so dirty.
therefore,i got to bath them.
then after which.
got to look after them.trying to make them gt things to do till my mum is hm.
and nw.my mum nt hm yet.
duno wad time wil she be hm.
im tired alr lar.
n ltr gt match summore.
sianz.
dun haf the felling lar.
getting worst n worst.
dunno hw to describe.
sighs.
but still gonna say.
jiayou chong ghee!

n saw the video clip that yun sent during ivp final.
the hugging part.
oh wells.
it has been the most happy times we had.
n nv wil us forget that v moment.

tired.bored.
jus gt hm nt long frm sch as i said gt presentation.
erm..
it doesnt go v smoothly.
but whu cares?
it over.

shit.
y all of a sudden.
i 4get wad i wanna blog.
i came cos i gt sumthing to blog.
but nw.
i forget n can think of it.
oh gosh.
more n more like my mum.
haha.

woohoo.
I REM IT!
i wanna say my pathway 4 yr 3 wil be out next mon.
n im damn bloody scared lar.
scared that i'll tio attachment 1st.
which is wad i dun wan.
although gt money lar.
but then hor.
i v scared le.
i wan study 1st then attachment!
haha.
n pls pls pls.
dun seperate mi frm my friends.
i dun wan!!
haha.
a gd result k?
=)
pray hard.
oh wells.
it seems like i gt so much things wanna pray ah.
wad to do?
jus pray lar!
haha

gonna have presentation now.next grp.oh wells.
haha.
im scared man.
nvm nvm.
cool down.
oh.
disappointed with my paper todae again.
tml n sun gonna go play alr.
then mon gonna mug again.
haha.


dun ask 4 more.
wad u haf nw is enuff alr.

im listening to *tong hua*
cos my mama was like singing it.
then make mi think of u.
make mi rem the lyrics that u wrote to mi.
that u sang it to mi.
will u ever sing it to mi again?
im waitin 4 that dae to cum.
u doesnt nt hw much i miss u?
do u?
can u feel my love?
im waiting 4 ur msg.
or prehards.u alr nv read my blog le.
u wun get to see all this.



u appeared n make my life wonderful.
let mi ti hui dao wad is happiness.
let mi feel safe cos i noe i've gt u.
we go thru thick n thin.
go thru all the happy n sad times together.
being there 4 each other whenever either one nid help.
consolin n lending each other shoulder.
alot alot to be mention.
but dun wanna type it out.
jus wanna let u noe.
i dun wanna this to end.
cos i dunno hw my life will be if there is a fullstop to our story.
n u said b4 tat u'll always be there.=)
i rem it!
thx 4 everything.
i love you!

haha.
tis morning woke up so early to cum sch take my paper.
so tired la.
nt enuff slp man.
then after that pia to do proj cos gt presentation.
presentation at 1.then we 1243 then go eat.
then eat till so bu shuang n xinku lor.
cos eat v fast ma.
then i jus finished my presentation.
sux lor.
tot i say the introduction n gallery pg onli.
then suddenly my grpmate click the product pg.
then i stunned lor.
cos i nv prepare ma.
haha.den i anihw say onli.
hha.
then nw sit n relax wait 4 others to present lor.
then can go hm slp alr.tonite still gonna study 4 my robotics test.
sianz ar.
but lucky is afternoon paper.
n tml another presentation.
woohoo.
i nid lucks man.=/

imu.
rem that im always here alright.
=p

woohoo.
im so so tired!
finished my acc paper todae.
nv realli study.
haha.
but still alright.
then wanna cum hm n slp de then at nite study 4 tml paper.
shui zhi dao.
my precious jie jie wanna mit mi.
then end up miting her then nv slp.
then we go fetch my siblings.
haha.
then nw im so so tired.
lols.
but nvm.
seeing her im happy.
i shall tanhan 4 the next few hrs to study my paper then slp!
haha.
tml presentation also.
but i gt no feeling at all.
lols.
hw i wish.tings would be like hw it be jus nw.

i duno y.
i feel weird.
but im v happy to see u.
even 4 jus that 1 hr.
hw stupid can i be?
i realli duno.
oh ya.
thanks 4 the stuffs.
like it.
n hor.
i say cum hm to study.
but then hor.
ended up i slp then nw bloggin.
haha.
maybe ltr then study.
realli dun haf the study mood la !
i dun like this lonely lonely valentine day.
with all the tests,exams n presentations crushin together.
sighs.

Valentine Dae?
haha.
lols.
celebrate with the special 1?
haha.
oh wells.
of cos right.
but i tml gt paper.!!
so stil duno mitin u ant.
see hw ltr ba.
tink u r tired too.
haf a gd rest is more impt.
altot i kip on sayin lonely lonely V dae.
but i noe i can mit u stil lar.
alamak.
also duno wad im typin.
haha.
crazy alr.

tml paper.
thur paper n presentation.
fri paper n presentation.
going nuts.
papers all haven study yet.
yest gt time to study bt dun haf the mood.
so im throwin it all 1 dae b4 to study.
whahaha.
wish mi lucks.


on this v dae.
how i hope i can celebrate it with u.
but kan jian ni he ta.
i noe that everything is impossible.
i haf lose in the battle.
always in my hrt.

i miss u.=/
fuckz.
where did all my posts go?
damn it.

all the i miss u things.
nvm.
i shall type it again.
i miss ur presense.
i miss u by my side.
i miss ur hand that hook onto mind whenever we go out.
i miss holding ur hand.
i miss the fun we had whenever we ton together.
i miss u kickin mi out of ur bed.
i miss the time when we stay up n tok abt ani n everything.
i miss u consoling n huggin mi when i cried.
i miss u be there 4 mi.
i miss mi being there 4 u.
i miss taking care of u.
i miss sayangin u.
i miss all those happy times.
i miss u taking care of mi.
i miss u scoldin mi.
i miss feedin u.
i miss ur msges.
aiya.
morale of the story.
I MISS YOU.
going crazy without u.