Monday, January 30, 2006;
Happy New Year Everyone!!went chinatown on new yr eve.met up with ju.bui.gh.jas n zl.then we walk.wao kao.damn alot of ppls.so we decided to go bui nw hse watch tv.then at 12+ janet go find mi.but sorry.in the end ps u.*guilty*waited 4 bus at town at 1+.waited 4 like 45 mins bus stil nt here.then mi n zl decided to cab hm.kaos lor.angry.yest went ah ma n ah gong hse bai nian.onli a few ang bao lo.haha.but nvm lar.yahs.then went town mit up with cindy .yun the nyp bballers 4 movie.haha.1st time man.then watch alr go eat.saw juli they all.then dunno y.end up with juli they all.haha.to zl house.play.gamble.laughs.indeed im v lucky.i hope do everything also so lucky lor.haha.went hm at 8am n slp til 2pm.n now im sitting here typing all this.going ah ma house soon.haha.she gonna scold mi lar cos ask mi wan go ant then i say anithing lar.cos i v tired ma.slping then u all cum n disture mi.haha.im going out alr.so ...ya..bye everyone..enjoy u guys enjoy tis v yr!!
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2:40 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006;
Nyp gals won yest n we got champion!!everyone was so happy.hugs n jump ard.gd game gals.sum tried their best to play while the others tried their best to shout.thx 4 the help for the guys too.but kinda sad cos the boys gt 2nd.but i think is great alr cos after so many yrs.they nv get into top4 at all.n i think that the greater gift for yun.yehs.we make it!!but..yi zhuang yen.ivp is over le.yeps.still dunno wanna play for next yr ant.bought a bag yest.then went chinatown mit jie n cheong straight after prize presentation.it was fun to walk there.i shld haf bring alot $.then i can buy alot alot things.haha.then act going ton de.ended up papa say wan go fetch mi hm then i cum hm lor.reach hm at 2+am then went shop n save wif ma to buy food to prepare 4 tonite.then came hm cant slp.4+ going 5 then slp.then 815 wake up alr.send my papa uncle off to where he is supposed to go.hope he rest in peace.then act nv cried but end up crying cos his bro cried till v loud n sad.then everyone cried too.esp his 3 daughters.the young daughter look like michelle(jian hong friend).haha.yeps.then came hm.n im going to zzzzz alr.realli v v tired wor..hehe.dunno wan go out tonite ant.but i can onli assure of 1 thing now.n that is.I MISS U BADLY.i dunno y.n 1 more week u gonna leave mi le.sad sad.sob sob.i dun wanna a dae without u!!
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12:22 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006;
training.nt tiring at all.run zheng fai.coach debrief.make us laugh.n then dismiss.last match tml le.hope we can get champ.yehs.jiayou gals.went hm to bath n eat n headed central mit jie.to get sumthing frm her.so gd of mi to travel down.yahz.then dunno y sudden no mood.but im ok now cos she make mi smiles.haha.thankz alot.hugs hugs.
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12:00 AM
Thursday, January 26, 2006;
tues din went sch cos gt excuse letter.wed went for 2 hrs lecture onli.thur pon sch.fri nt going again cos gt excuse letter.haha.lols.see hw mei yong im?hw determination im towards my studies.sighs.told myself that i must go sch next wed onwards le.cos i realli got no time time le.if dun wan regret.then must start action fast le.final tml.hope we can get champ.hope we can do it.yups.training later.last training for tis ivp alr.yeps.jiayou nyp!!
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3:50 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006;
disappointed in myself.disapointed the coach.disapointed the team.im sorry everyone.tears jus wanna flow down my eyes.1 more match to go.jiayou gals.noe u can do it.im realli nt doing my part.therefore.im telling myself to do my best tis lan zhong.1st yr ivp also my 1st yr lan zhong.i wanna smiles after each match.nt crying all tears out.i realli hope i can do it.n im feeling so tired.headach.sick.tml got test but nv study.dun haf the mood though.i noe i have no time left.
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11:04 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2006;
another boring day.suppose to go out.but then sumthing happen.ended up at hm.was so pissed off.but wad to do.tis is my life.din study at all.slp.rot.isolate.sad.that all wad i do todae.oh ya.bought another 2 gals top.that all.sick of my life alr.sumtime wish i can work everydae.then i wun think le.
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9:02 PM
Friday, January 20, 2006;
alamak.it's like i pon sch for like going 3 days alr.v v lazy to go to sch.dun feel like going also.n i failed 1 of my module.i got a F.freak man.so damn sad.n i wore gal gal to sch todae.so happy.nice nice.hehe.i wan go buy clothes le.shld i shld i?
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2:25 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006;
the feeling came back.it's so hard to forget u.toking to u mean giving myself more hurt.it make mi think.aniway thx 4 toking to mi.though we kip on finding chances to sue 1 another.lols.i miss u badly.i miss u like crazy.i wan to see u.i wan ur msges.but then i noe it all impossible.it onli a dream.sighs.09 rawkz always!-hao xiang ni-
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5:18 PM
i dun like the feeling.it's like drifting us apart again.i dunno.jus feel that im all alone.even though that we won.i dun felt happy at all.yes.another 3 mins game.n i think.that all for mi.
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10:44 AM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006;
fcuk man!
why izzit so difficult for ppls to look 4 job when they duno eng?
if this goes on.
i got so much things to worry man.
i will jus get affected for every single thing.nyp lets jiayou 4 ltr match against np.
we can de.
strive all the way.
n of cos.
im here wishing team sp gd luck man.
it wil be a tough match for u all.
jus do all ur best can le.
u do take care ar.dun injured altot i noe now u cant see tis.nvm.ni xin li zhi dao ok le.jiayou! =p
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3:08 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006;
sob sob.im going to miss them so much.i dunno y.feel so much dun wanna let them go.but we got no choice.yeps.i always nv spend times with them.nv treat them so well.treat others beta then them.sighs.i must learn how to treasure them.cos they are the one that realli love mi.so from todae onwards.i wil treasure n cherish them.n i dun care alr.i realli must have the determination to study hard n do the things i wan.dun wanna waste animore time.im nt a kid animore.pls let the determination stay within mi.yeps.-nv gif up on myself cos if i do so.i alr lose the game-
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7:30 PM
Monday, January 16, 2006;
training.learn new things.but then whenever i wan do it well.i jus cant do it.it's so sad.scolding every training.n my thigh hurt.sighs.stil dun have the sch mood.dun haf study mood.hw i wish is hols now.think too much onli.imu.miss ur msg.miss ur presence.duno y miss u so much also.haha.gonna be sian on thur man.cos no work then u nt free to pei mi also.haha.nvm.am i thinking to much.?if nt why wil i dream of that?whahaha.funny.
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11:11 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006;
im feeling so tired.realli realli tired.cant take it animore.am i thinking too much again?sumtime i reali wish that it is true.but i think it all jus imagination.izzit jus an infactuation?i dunno.sighs.tml start sch again.n it's gonna be exam soon.i'll be so damn stress up again.argh!!although i dun seem to be affected.but it bcos i dun wanna show out.u all dunno hw i feel inside.the hurt n sadness.wad to do.bcos im nt ....nvm nvm.think no 1 wil understand.u gonna leave mi for so many days in feb.i wil be lonely le.i will miss u.seriously wil miss u alot alot.sighs.i got so much to say to u.but i duno hw to say it all out.take care.
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10:03 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006;
memories jus came back when i read back all the posts.filled with sadness.dunno wad am i thinkin.but the feeling is jus different.i dun wan us to part.no goodbye 4 us.
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1:12 PM
Friday, January 13, 2006;
won yet nt happy.maybe cos im nt the 1 that contribute it.im nt the 1 that win the game.i do nth.i hate this feeling.i wil always rem wad coach said to mi.how hurtful the words is.hw it hurt my heart n feeling.tears jus cant help but flowing.i dun wan.maybe wad she say is true.i shld'nt play bball animore.
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10:56 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006;
good game nyp!!
all the way to go wor!
then we can together achieve more! =p
so damn happy.
but then feeling sad too cos mama nt feeling well wor.
n that i haven study 4 my 3 papers which wil held in the next 2 days.
freak man.
-crazy-
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11:12 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006;
training yest was fun.we got our jerseys n warm up tee.it's damn nice la.but then the warm up tee is jus so big.big till can cover my whole bball short wor.haha.can u imagine it?lols.tml is the dae.hope we can do it.jiayou jiayou jiayou.my mood this few daez is all abt ivp.dun have the mood to study at all.thus throwing my books aside despite im having papers.sighs.i realli gt not much time left.
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12:40 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006;
1 paper on thur n 2 papers on fri.n yet.i haven even touch either 1 of them.sighs.how man?i realli got not much time left.wed work then match.then thur paper le.ltr stil gt training.sighs.and whenever i wan to study.i'll be so tired.hais.dunno wad to say animore.-hope that u'll be alright--wanna see u smiles always-
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12:44 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2006;
disappointed.sad.speechless.but it all lies in myself.onli i can help myself.sighs.i must achieve.achieve it in 1 dae.achieve it in the next three mths.-dun gif up.cos when u give up.everything is over.-
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11:33 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006;
without light it wil be black.
with light it wil be red.
i wanna do well.i wanna achieve.jiayou.determination n confident is wad we nid.
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3:15 PM
oh oh oh.
work was still ok.
maybe bcos my manager not there.
hehe.
craps ard with them.
then went to dye my hair.
it turned out to be red??
erm.
hope sch wun catch mi sia.haha.
ivp is jus so near.
left then a wk.
sighs.
nervous n scared.
jiayou ba nyp!
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12:09 PM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006;
if this goes on.my dream wil nv cum true.todae jus finish 1 paper.3 more to go.i noe i gonna be so damn busy.with work.ivp n studies.sighs.tml going back to work.seriously.i dun have the mood at all.maybe bcos i too long nv work there le.tired life.-i wanna see u more-
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7:41 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006;
My 2006 RESOLUTION -To earn alot alot money-To do well in my studies-To slim down-To stay happy everydae-Everything goes well in my family-To be a better person-new clothing-mp3start sch todae again.i must realli study hard.so as not to disappoint myself n others.n ya ivp is jus next wk.n yet.i sprain my ankle yest.-cries-hope it get well soon.
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11:31 AM
Monday, January 02, 2006;
im back hm!n it now 2006 wor.hehe.went out to countdown on sat nite.
b4 that went to town with jie n then fisherman to mit the rest.it was fun lar.cos we go play all those giddy giddy things also.but then i so weak la.almost *drunk* wor.cant even walk straight.nid jie to support mi lor.haha.n also got to make her sweep the floor.haha.oops.sorry ar.then yest went hke play bball.we play like crazy.all so bian tai.anihow touch.play in rain summore.then sick alr lor.so damn xinku.even nid my mun to take care of mi wor.yups.alright.it now 2006.a brand new yr.a brand nw start.i hope everything wil be beta wor.n that i wil stay happy always.
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12:38 PM