Wednesday, November 30, 2005;
2 more hrs.im gonna leave my house.fear fear fear.i realli had so much fear in mi.til i realli got no mood to study despite tml having test.i jus feel like resting.sighs.but i told myself i must train hard.cos i wanna beat sumone.and treasure the chance that im given.jiayou.i noe if i wan.i can do it de.jus hope that wad they say is true.then i wun be so scared le.
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3:49 PM
Tuesday, November 29, 2005;
sighs.im realli scared.im realli worried.cos they dun seems to care.i felt so different now.i dunno why.n all along.is always yun the 1 whu encourage mi.whu asked mi nt to worryn asked mi nt to be silly.everything wil be alright is wad she said.wad she said of cos make mi feel better.but im thinking too much too.abt hw wil the others think?the attitude that they give mi?i hope im thinking too much.i realli hope so.see how everything goes tml.i nid luck.i nid ur support.
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10:43 PM
Monday, November 28, 2005;
omg.
saw my gf todae.
she bcum so chio lar.
haha.
so diff frm 1st i met her.
then jie n di went to find mi in sch todae.
oh wells.
im touched.
waited 4 mi to haf lunch.
then they headed to work while mi to grassroots 4 arcade n bowling.
then i pon my last 2 lessons and went back hm.
to get my hair cut.
then erm erm.
dunno say to be nice or ugly.
i also dunno
but like kinda toot toot like tt.
haha.
wadever.
dun cut also cut le.
yehs.
sighs.
after all this while.
it still the same.
it all bcos of mi myself.
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6:36 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005;
been long since i blog.cos quite alot daes nv online.din went to sch tis mornin.ltr then go 4 2pm lesson.till night at 930.yesh.but im happy.cos tml going to work.then can go out again le.my life is the same.and our life is lifeless.u agreed n i agreed.haha.always meeting the same person whenever i go out.lols.but it alright.cos i like meeting that person.even if was asked to mit the person forever.i wil.haha.realli boring life.memories came back.by looking at all those testi,pics n thinking of u.how can i dun think?even how much wrong u haf done to mi.the memories still remain.
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1:08 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005;
oh shit.was toking bad abt a lecturer.then realised that she was walking behind mi.oh wells.tink im in a dead meat now.tok so loud summore.she must haf targeted mi.wad if she gonna fail mi?oh shit shit.hope she nv hear.haha.*pray hard*veri veri tired.bu shi qu work.then is go sch.n everydae got to work up so early.wonder hw long i didnt haf a gd rest alr.sighs.i wan to haf a gd rest.i wan to haf a gd slp.i wan.i wan alot of things.but then i cant had it all.oh ya.i wan to see u happy also.see u smiling everydae.i wan real smiles.n nt fake 1.cos when u r with mi.u must be ur real self.understand ma?i noe u wil.cos i noe.when u r with mi.u then wil onli be urself.-imu-
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10:23 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005;
eyes red.hair dull.disappointed.sighs.pon 4 hrs of lecture todae.went to work.tml going work after lesson again.2 project 4 mi to do.but yet to start.still slacking.lols.wake up pls.bored of my life.
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10:28 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005;
i read ur blog.noe that u n her still kept on msging.n noe that u've yet to forget her.maybe u wan back the past.maybe nt.i dunno.just hope u put the past behind.but it all ur choice.
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11:35 AM
Monday, November 14, 2005;
my life is so damn boring lar.everydae in sch walk here n there doing nth.haha.then like i every wed also gt test.lols.that stupid teacher.oh wells.i cant believe that.cant believe my own eyes.too disappointed alr.sighs.realli realli sad to see that.
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8:26 PM
Friday, November 11, 2005;
i wan new clothes.i wan new pants.i wan new shoes.i wan new wallet.i wan new slippers.i wan alot alot money!n i wan to save alot alot money!
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2:30 PM
haha.in sch nw.having 3 hrs lesson.todae lesson til 930 le.sianz.haha.then tml gg to work again.gonna go n enjoy my dae tml lor.haha.yest so sad la.went sp..then saw them training.basketball.then i was like..dunno.v v regret.i miss my teammates.i miss playing bball.i wan to be like them n play in ivp.but tthen.sighs.i dunno lar.jus felt so affected lor.maybe i shall reali duno care bai must.i must control.but can i do it?i realli dunno.but i does hope i can.
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1:59 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005;
A new blogskin.thx 4 the one whu make it 4 mi.hehe.thx lots.i realli love it.pon my afternoon lecture n went to work todae.bcos wanna pei jie 4 lunch.if nt she wil be so ke lian n haf her lunch alone again.haha.see hw gd im.but so sad.she tml gonna ps mi after work!cos she wan go back sch!unless i pei her her lor.she wan mi to but then i still deciding.cos like v no point.waste my time onli.i dunno wanna cum hm too late mar.fri gt lesson frm 10am to 930pm.so must have more slp n rest.then i can study well mar.haha.crapp..tis few daez in sch alr so bored alr.always wanna slp in class.haha.cos realli veri tired lar.duno y.hehe.i said many times b4 i wanna start anew.but then.it seems like i din make ani efforts to change myself.so yesh.buck up pls.i shldnt think so much in the 1st place.
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10:32 PM
Tuesday, November 08, 2005;
whr my determination?
why it seems like i've 0% of it?
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11:46 AM
shld i/shld i nt?shld i continue like this or give up all this ideas?
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10:59 AM
Monday, November 07, 2005;
went hm str after sch.watch 3 hrs of tv.then cum online le.withness a bike buang jus nw.stunt.was thinking duno gt bike wil buang antthen walk a fw more steps.realli a bike buang lor.so scary.lucky i think it nt serious wor.yehs.tml going party world with classmates.cos 1 of them de bdae.so go celebrate with her lor.yehs.hope she wil enjoy.n hope i'll enjoy too.i dun wanna think animore.
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10:17 PM
in sch nw.1st dae of sch.so damn boring.rot til my death alr.lucky 1 more hr can go hm alr.sighs.i think.u dun feel the same animore.jus making it simple.dun wanna it to be complicated is wad u say.yehs.so yahs.maybe..maybe shld be jus this way.im disappointed with u nt cuming.but i noe it aint ur hope.so i wil forgive u.as i say so too.take care.esp ur eyes.
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4:43 PM
Sunday, November 06, 2005;
im always here 4 u.dun think so much k?u noe i'll be affected de.do take care.i miss u lots.waiting 4 that dae of every wk.jiayou.cos u noe.i'll always be supporting u also de.
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11:13 PM
sighs.tml start sch alr.dunno wan to be excited ant le.can be happy can be sad.happy cos can see my classmates.sad cos i'll miss u.haha.todae morning bin called mi.she insisted mi to go training.everytime she called.i lose alr.haha.cos i gt nth on ma.yehs.then b4 tt went bugis n town with jie.then after tt.went to training lor.on the way to training court.i alr gt tis fear alr.cos.it has been so long since i step into the court.yehs.then reach le played matchat 1st.also dunno wad im doing.dun haf the feeling of playing bball at all.the feeling v v weird.i dunno y.but after sum games.then alright le lor.yehs.din train ..onli played matches..cos too little ppls.then i injured my finger.haha.n dunno y.i've been v quiet.realli nt like the last time tt noisy shaohua le.sighs.i also duno.jus wanna be quiet.yehs.then after dinner.walked to bus stop alone.then kinda no mood.dunno y.hais.
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10:58 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005;
i din make my wish cum true.a failure mi.again n again.
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11:00 PM
wad a boring sat i haf.
still gt to go back n work.
sighs.
yehs.
i
noe u r doing it cos of my own good.but then realli.i dun like to be force.if i wan.i will de.but then.sighs.i've my reason.im sorry.n i cant do anithing cos im afraid that u r angry.n pls.dun say those words out to hurt mi animore.even if it meant 4 fun.cos i take tt seriously.hope u understand wad im trying to say.i also wan to be hao kan.whu dun wan right?i dun do it cos im nt like u all.if im like u all.i will de.yehs.u make mi think.u make mi hope.u make mi wonder.wad else can i do?wad else am i thinking?
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7:56 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005;
dunno y.kinda no mood now.sighs.
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8:42 PM
Thursday, November 03, 2005;
haha.
a different mi.
nail polish.
lols.
but think it'll look weird.
unless i change the way i dress.
lols.
haha.
nvm.
i like it can le.
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10:10 PM
woke up kinda early todae.cos sumone asked mi to think of her.then in the end.make mi cant slp.my mind kept running.haha.erm erm.dunno y.my big bro weird todae.like treat mi n my bro so use.help us buy bubble tea when he himself nv buy.walk 2 times summore.haha.weird weird.
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12:17 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005;
nowadaez kis realli v v clever man.jus like my 4 yrs old bro.he can finish up soo many pizzle..n it all so damn bloody complicated..think i challange him..i also lose.cos i see the pizzle.i blur.realli amazed by him.tt make mi kip sayanging him.haha.he is nw doing it.im so so amazed.such a clever boy.
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11:48 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005;
i did enjoy.
thx wor.
had been thinkin alot la.
duno y.
sad.
i wan to lead a happi life.
i realli wan.
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10:29 PM
i realli felt v irritated!v v irritated.y am i feeling this way?i realli dunno.but pls.jus leave mi alone!!
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11:36 AM