Monday, October 31, 2005;
actually.dunno hw shld i start.onli can phase it well inside my heart.was thinking.we both love bball.every bballer hope n wish is to becum a gd player.to play their best on court.to perform well.to be admire by others.to make themselve well-known as a gd player.since u cant play for the time being.i as ur mei.or maybe as myself.shld more put in efforts to make the wish cum true.4 myself.n 4 u.but then.i gave up.i cant make all the wishes cum true.i cant.i cant.i noe i'll regret.but then.im still doing this way.nothing much actually.jus thought of it n felt like blogging lor.yeps.take care.i onli noe.i've disappointed alot ppls n myself.wo dui bu qi zhi ji de liang xin.
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8:44 PM
Sunday, October 30, 2005;
wad an interesting dae yest.although i lost all my face.although i becum so popular.that everyone wil rem mi alr.but it was so fun la.yehs yehs.realli a lifetime experience.i did enjoy it.
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12:12 PM
Saturday, October 29, 2005;
there is no nid 4 u to say sorry.becos u say b4 le.there is no nid a sorry between us.n u noe.i wun blame u de.cos u r forever the 1.the one that i wan to haf for my life time.u shld understand and noe ur imptness in my heart.hw much u stand in my heart ya?lols.take care k.n rem..im here to share ur everything.cos i've given up le.yehs.
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12:02 PM
Friday, October 28, 2005;
thx 4 the accompany.altot we din tok much.but i still feel glad.i've decided.will i regret?i think so?but then.that all to be done.i wanna put everythine behind.
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10:03 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005; sighs..
after reading the blog..
sighs..
thinking that..
yes..
im useless too..
y am i nt needed?
i haf alr given up half le.
shld i fully give up??
but i dun wish too..
cos i noe..
i will cfm regret de..
but wad to do..
hais..
realli think alot le.
-cries-
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10:23 PM
i cum blog alr la..cos gt sumone complain that i nv blog lor..so i can blog..haha..happy ma??im so board board nw la..bcos tt gu is slping..no 1 entertaining mi..toking online with sumone online.--> the 1 tt complain lor..then she reply so slow..stil dare say mi..make mi wait onli..hahaoh ya..this gal ar..she is in the club of KPO PTE LTD.with the post of KPO CHAIRMAN..haha.and she say she like black so i put black.lols take care la .nice to noe u..smiles..=pmust miss mi k.
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9:57 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005;
money is realli such an impt factor man.without money.u cant do anithing.sighs.hahan hor.realli v happy tonning with u.although is nt the 1st timebut then i enjoy it.v v happy.esp yest.the moment when there r only mi n u.although im v scary n crazy yest night.but we do enjoy it right.laugh till pengz.i love the moment.i love the memories.jus hoping that my everydae wil be like this.then i wun be fan animore le.hehe.thx 4 always being there.n of cos.dunno hw many ren qing u owes mi sia.lols.take care of u till like tt.u wang en de hua.then u'll noe ar.better noe hw to bao da.haha.-imu--ilu-
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10:24 PM
Friday, October 21, 2005;
been a fw daez haven blog le.aiya.dunno wad to blog alsoonli noe.im doing stupid n silly things.hoping 4 thing that i shldnt hope 4.realli dunno wad gone into mi.jus felt so tired.no one can control mi at the moment.cos i cant even control myself.it all jus bcos of u.y did i jus give myself up tis way?
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10:30 PM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005;
sighs.wad exactly am i doing?dreaming all this while.sad.i dun wan be like this animore.like wad ppls say.kept myself bz.so that i wun think too much.i shldn't had do that.hais.now.it all depends on u.
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10:43 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005;
being sad is the BIGGEST mistake in life.tt wad sumone said to mi yest.lols.n hw we dress is impt.haha.lols.how how how?i still dun nt have the determination to do the things i wan le.sighs.kill mi pls.
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1:14 PM
y am i still hanging on down here?y it seems like i've given myself up?i realli dunno.wad am i suppose to do?no 1 agree with wad im doing.i noe im silly.i noe im stupid.but my feeling jus wan mi go this way.sighs.y do u gave mi so much pain?-promises r meant to be broken-
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12:32 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005;
sighs..
i realli dunno wad to do..
n now it's hols..
n yet my manager wan mi to rest 4 1 wk..
sia la..
wan mi eat grass sia..
hais..
im so so lost nw..
so so confused..
realli dunno wad to do..
y m i still hanging on here?
i nid an ans.
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11:38 PM
Thursday, October 13, 2005;
so many things happened this few daez.realli suay man.lols.nv did i take care of sumone till like tis b4.my mum realli gonna get jealous again.lols.it's time 4 mi to take care n spend more time with my family alr.erm erm..u do take care k.hope u recover soon.no matter wad.im still here.to take care of u.imu.
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11:13 PM
Monday, October 10, 2005;
im finally back frm my camp!6 daes 5 night.wad a tiring camp.seriously tired.so many times i cant take it and wanna gif up.i jus wanna pack n go.but in the end.i din lar.makes alot mistakes in friendly.but nvm.i learnt frm it.got all the scolding frm coach.sighs.slept late and wake up early for jog.kaos.reali cant stand it man.yups.then yest was the last time.12+am we decided to go out n eat n play pool.but eventually.it wasnt a gd dae la.a lifetime memories.yups.then morning 9+ reach hm.slept til 4+.was reali tired.now im still tired..nw camp it over.it time 4 mi to start working n earn money b4 sch start.but..the schedule tt my manager gave mi.v little le.sighs.cant earn much.yups.hopefully.everything wil be fine n goes on well.-pray hard-n tml getting result.pray hard too.i wan to pass n promote de.yeps.wish mi luck.
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7:01 PM