Monday, September 26, 2005;
i hate myself 4 loving u so much.i hate myself 4 wanting u so much.i hate the feeling of mine.she is right.*hoping on sumone whu is attached is v v stupid*i noe im stupid.i noe im stubborn.
but i jus cant let go.i duno wad i can do to win u back.it all my fault.guess u'll nv get to read this again.take care and study hard.-imu-
i wrote...
11:52 AM
Sunday, September 25, 2005;
i told myself tt..
this holidae wil be different from the last 1..
sighs.
hope everything wil turn out right.
i wrote...
11:29 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005;
sighs.tml last paper.then todae gonna stay at hm n study lor.cos 1st 2 papers.comfirm buang liao la.sad.im so scared lar.hope everything goes on well.yeps.thanks the 4 Js and the S.appreciated it wor.i dunno why..im still missing u so much.wanna msg u.but it's like nt gd?n kinda dui bu qi myself.duno y.why does this love ever end?all cause by mi myself.no 1 else to blame.
i wrote...
2:03 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005;
wonderful.now then i noe.a person can changed so fast within 1 dae.n love can also bcum hate in jus a nite.woohoo.this world is do wonderful.no1 would believe in this.is jus a joke.a joke that make everyone laughs.whaha.cum to think of it.it onli make mi laughs.wonderful.wonderful.
i wrote...
2:02 PM
Monday, September 12, 2005;
so long din spend my whole dae at hm.
fetch bro frm sch.
with another boy.
then was raining oso heavilt.
suay man.
but lucky the kids were protected.
but im wet lar.
ya.
then haf sining sessions alone at hm.
to vest out my sadness.
mum asked*singin can reali make sumone destress right?*
she is right man.
ya.
then rot.go central alone.
dun feel like studying.
no mood man.
sighs.
im feel like im all alone.
do u noe.i miss u alot alot.whenever i tot of u.tears jus flow out.
i wrote...
9:46 PM
everythin ended.maybe it reali time 4 mi to start anew.i do mean.everything.sighs.how long wil my wound heal?how long wil i take to overcome all this?
i wrote...
1:42 PM
Sunday, September 11, 2005;
last fw daez.quite sianz but enjoyable.cos met new friends.ya.then play bball together.they play manjong i rot lo.haha.till yest.morning went 4 friendly.oh wells.it the 1st time i play behind.cindy put mi play.i stunt.then ltr.she put mi play forward.then followed by controller.yest no form man.onli get 4 points.n during time-outi vomited water.lols.match was alright.next sat got another friendly match.playing with national youth U15.then got camp on the cuming 5-10.siao liao lar.think i wil die.cos sure train alot physical.yahz.nvm.like wad yun say.wan improve then must fu chu.ya.then after match went to kang wei house.to cook dumpling.we gals warp.guys play manjong.lols.jus noe him 1 dae onli.n like he suan mi so much.sad lar.hais.then went ytcc play bball.happily go play.1st match we play til so challenging.won by 1 points onlithen during last ball of 2nd match.mi n rabbit jump.then i fall.think lend on him.then sprain my ankle.damn pain lar.todae...swallon le lor.sad.but stil i wan go out ltr.might be playin bball too.stubborn right mi?i reali wan built up my determination.to do the thingz i wan.so that i can achieve wad i reali wan.but.when then i can do it?
i wrote...
12:00 PM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005;
haha..green hair band on my head.went with classmates to raffles during break.bcos he wanna pay bills.lols.siao right.then go walk walk.then bought a hair band.n wore it in sch.haha.im finally gal huh?lols.im tired!!ltr stil got lesson til 10 le.sighs.
i wrote...
4:18 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005;
tml UG test.yes.i cfm buang.cos i reali duno.suan le lar.let natural take it course.n thur got training.sianz lar.sighs.the more i looked at those pics.the most im disappointed with myself.!!wake up la!!
i wrote...
11:15 PM
now haing make up in sch.
4 hrs lo.
cos tml test ma
then teacher wan us to practise.
but then..
i stil duno hw to do.
v v dif lar.
sighs.
then hor.
my stupid phone!
keypad cant sms lar.
wao lao.
how sia?
can sumone help mi pls?
i wrote...
1:06 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005;
why cant i make it?why cant i make it??WHY CANT I MAKE IT???im soooo disappointed with myself..freak..argh!!!
n im so damn bz n tired the next 2-3 wks?sighs.tt life..isnt it?
i wrote...
11:34 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005;
too many things 4 mi 2 do.
too many things 4 mi to think.
im feeling so tired.
sighs.
i wrote...
1:37 PM