Tuesday, August 30, 2005;
in sch now.it seems like i alot daez nv blog le.haha.starting frm this wk.v bz ba.got test.exams.alot of things le.hahan 3 wks time.i wil be free again.haha.lols.
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11:11 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005;
training was like so tough n tiring.shoot like hw many balls la?maybe 200 balls?kept on asking us to shoot.n i nid to shoot more then others.shoot til i gg vomit?1st time sia.shoot balls also can vomityups.n think my stamina bad till.coach called 4 mi n asked mi a ques?i asked myself to hold on n endure.i ask myself nt to give up.but stil.i did gif up?den i went back to train the shooting loi dun wanna gif up.i realli wan to do my best.but i dunno y i cant.sighs.
i wrote...
10:52 PM
can anyone help mi?im realli feeling tired!!!!!!
i wrote...
4:06 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005;
getting more n more stressed alr.hais..it's like so many things 4 mi to do lor.hais.n yes.i miss alot ppls.reali reali alot ppls.hais.tml gonna be bz too.act no sch de but yet nid to go 4 extra lesson at 9am.then after tt do proj.evening stil gt training.hais.sianz ar!!hope i can take it lar.if nt i like reali gonna gif up le.
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11:09 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005;
disappointed with myself again.cos din went sch in the morning again.actually meeting friends to do proj b4 lesson.but i was too tired to wake up.then meetin cancel bcos of mi lor.haha.then got back my math result todae.i got a B.hehe.kinda happi lar.yeps.hope i can do well in the exams too.tis wk wk 13.wk 16 exams alr.then i hols on the 22nd.then 7 nov start next sem.hahaard 1 mth + hols.nt bad le.hehebut exams cuming.so stress lar.sighs.then tis fri final presentation.stressed up man.ltr teacher sue mi with lots of ques then die le.yups.hope it went smoothly.then jus nw went to work after sch lor.then mama fetch mi hm frm work.she swt hor.haha.now chattin in msn lor.wanna chat with ah jie.she keep brb.sianz sia.haha.do i have the confidence,determination n motivation to do the thingz i wan?i hope i can.but it kinda difficult cos i no yi zi li?wad the...hais.jiayou ba shaohua!!
i wrote...
10:51 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005;
jus dun feel like doing anithing.
i wrote...
11:02 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005;
walk hm with disappointment and sadnesss.reali reali felt so sad.i felt so useless.did i reali change to another person?cant i do anithing to proved her wrong?sighs.whr the past mi?hais.cries.-i feel like giving up-
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3:58 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005;
im touch..thanks alots..i appreicated it.love u!!
i wrote...
11:22 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005;
felt bad.din went to training.bcos was rushin proj n also nt feelin tt well.that report make mi bz 4 whole dae.sighs.then make mi no time to attend training.then i v guilty.sad lar.hais.tml wil be a short dae 4 mi.4 lecture.n i myself declared dismiss!ha.heard tt training on sat at 8am.lolsdunno wad so early.im feeling sick!!
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10:22 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005;
so excited..1st time in sch sign in msnhahacrazy wor..like that also can excited..dunno why i feel like eating mcflurry le..but no 1 wan to pei mi go buy le..so ssad..crieshaha..ltr night class..so sad lor..til so late..lucky tml no sch..but got to do my report also..then got training..scary lar..haha..bz wk i haf..
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5:46 PM
Monday, August 15, 2005;
so many things happen..hais..stop hurting la..esp to her..yups..oh..i miss u so much..take care..im here 4 u..
i wrote...
11:10 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005;
todae supposed to stay hm pei mamathen in the end..reali bored til i cant take it.then went out to find jie they all.dun reali want go out dethen mama say gt mi dun haf mi also the samethen i kinda irritated lathen go out lorcos she say i at hm she more stress ma.cos i like not happy like tthahalols.then went to find jie they all.they study ni rothahabut i managed to finish my math tutorialwad i suppose to do..tt 2 ques..hahathen finished le help jie with her surveywao lao.damn long lar..faster thx the 4 of us..hahathen went to her house..rot rot rot..n fight with tt stupid zhibully mi siahahathen went to eat then went hm..haha..then think tml morning i nt going lessonnt think..is comfirm..yups..afternoon then go..my report also yet to be done..sianz diao lar..dun feel like doing man.hais..but still..i got to do..sighs..hehe..im happy..touch n appreciated wad ppls haf said to mi this 2 daez..thanks u lots..love the 2 of u..-hugs-
i wrote...
11:07 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005;
oh..
so surprised n happy..
my mechanic(the module that i tot wil fail badly)..i passed it!!
n i got a C..
so damn surprised n cant believe la
cant believe till i call 4 of my friends to help mi look at it..
to cfm..
haha..
yups..
tired now..
jus nw went to work..
ya..
tata~
i wrote...
11:15 PM
oh wells..im so surprised!!not onli that i din flucked my mechanic..i passed n got a C lo..i dun believe till i asked so many of my friends to check 4 mi lor..yups..of cos im v happi lar..but duno y..like that le now i v scared of my MIS..yups..haha..hope every module i passedi wan to do well.n seriously..i dun feel like going training tml man..cos i think it will be v xinku again..stop 2 wks nv train..last fw trainings sure wasted alr..yups..lols.jiayou ba.
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1:51 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005;
yeps..gt a B for EG2004but think tml wil be sad le..cos wil take back mechanicn sure flunk desianz man..why life so complicated?sighs..n pls la all..give her sum spaces..she is damn stressed up alr..
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8:24 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005;
yest realli had a great time.jie n zhi went to my house..we rot at my house lor..then at 5+ then we went outto bishan..then jh went to look 4 us..then the 4 of us went to marina.cos we wanna see the superstar concert..in the end.. we sitted there so long lo..then watch ppls since..then gt this kite flying with romote control..wow..so damn nice lar..haha..realli v v nice..i like the atmosphere manyups..then we watch for like 1 hrs plus?then the superstar same out loryups..then it like..onli a while?sighs.so sad lar..we waited so long lar..hahathen at ard 1020pm like tt we went off?but we will stuck there till abt 1150 gg 12 then we find ways to get out of there?which is by cab?we saw a cab we so happy lar..we chiong out lorhahan im the last 1 to get them..haha..n it's so ex lor..16 bucks le..hahabut lucky gt cab lar..if nt seriously i dunno wad time am i gg to reach hm manhaha..lols..then todae..pei mama bring didi go see doc..then min n zhi come find us lor..yathen rot at my house..then 5+ go off..then i go zhi house ..pei her ma..then went to find jie they all lor..then dunno why mood suddenly nt so gd..PMS man..sighs..but guess im alright nw..yups..erm..went hm at 9+..dun feel like stayin out late..lols..then dye my hair..hope it turn out to be nice..haha..yups...n hope my papers turn out to be well..im scared..everyone..pray hard 4 mi..=pn i wan to turn out wad i wan to be..sighs.take carre everyone!
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10:48 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005;
why do i always get so affected?i dunno..i dun wanna get so affected..but when i see something or wad..i jus get so affected..sighs..im scared la..dunno wad inside mi.maybe im nt use to this type of life.yups..-yest..i dream of u again-
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10:38 AM
Sunday, August 07, 2005;
wow..it has been so long since i blog wor..cant even realli recall wad i had done last few daez.haha.onli noe..last fw daez..i kinda late gt hm..haha..then this morning..gt woke up by bui bui at 8+ask mi go watch AND1 3 on 3..kaoz..ppls wan to slp then she call.then i said if they cum yck fetch mi then i gothen in the end they reali cumthen i go lor..yups..then stay at downtown till 2+..then headed to ser mac with simin,jiamin n huizhigo find bun n jiethen rot there till 6+ lor.haha.then sent them to mrt then i go jie house.til 9+ gg 10 then go hm..haha..lols.n tml start sch le.2 wks passed so fast mantimes realli flies.dunno to be happi or sad..haha.but i tues n wed no sch..haha..happi latues national dae..i so excited..wan to enjoybut wan my mama to enjoy alsodun wan her felt lonelyalamak..tis type of thing also can make mi stress worthink wad i go now also stresssianz man.gonna start studying tmljiayou..hahadunno tml hw la..sianz..
i wrote...
11:14 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005;
online online online..chat chat chat..nv study sia..haha..still bring my didi go central buy 2 colour pensthen bring him to KFC..bought lots of food..jus mi n him..felt like a mother..haha..headed hm..reach at ard 6.then intend to study..but it seems like.nth can go inside..nth get in..sighs..frm tml onwards..wo yao wei le wo ju zi zao xiang..!
i wrote...
6:10 PM
happy bdae jh~yups.haha1st paper over le.math.i think was alright.but then cum out check ans with friends.it seem like i got alot careless mistakesi nv check at all lor.haha.i finish alr jus hand inlols.always like tt 1.ya.then still got 4 more papers to go.sighs.jiayou!*i miss u.i wan to see u.i nid u*
i wrote...
2:04 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005;
i wan money.
i wan gd result.
i wan be a gd bballer.
i wan to stand out.
i wan to be cool.
i wan to be style.
i wan ppls to envy mi.
haha.
i wan.
i wan everything.
guess im crazy.
*studying make mi crazy*
i wrote...
6:28 PM
Common test wk start!!oh wells.yest nite trying to study.yest falling so sick..so onli study abitthen went to slp.wad im supposed to do todae.study whole dae lor.yups.hope i can do it lar.cos i can say abit tired.then scared cant take it again.nvmi shall do it.gonna make my aim cum true manhahai will study hard.nth except studies tis wk.jiayou!will miss u guys..
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1:47 PM