Sunday, July 31, 2005;
sighs2 daez nv cum hm le!!miss my hm so much lor..oh..i mean my bed..then todae reach hm at 7+they went skcc play bballi dincos i wanna cum hm studythen stupid migt 5 missed calls i dunnoxl n cheryl call 2 ask abt AND1 3 on 3then after i bathcheryl called to ask mi pia cab down orchardpei her go registerwaitied 4 cab.no cab so decided nt to go.bo liao also mar..then she call say no place alr..oh..so sad..she pia there after training le.then she say she v ke lian..aloneif gt chance to play.it mi her n xiang lin 1playing U21siao right.so scared la.they 2 center.onli mi control.wad the ...but now..wan play also dun have leyups.hahathen saw my this friend frm nyp yr 3 de at serangoonthen take bus togetherthen tok alot abt attachment n stuffs..studiesthen dunno y.after toking to him.feel so much wanting to study hard n get gd resulthahalols.im suppose to study now.but i dinhaha.i will lar..after i finish blogging then go study lebut wonder can take it antcos i feel so slpy as nt feeling real well.yupstata everyone.common test wk starting tml !!!jiayou~
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9:11 PM
yest went work with jie n ghas a banquet.oh..can say it,s my 1st timen i so stress upmore then exam.cos wad stl nid to cut fish n duck.then i dunno lar..sighsthen in the end ask a guy.my friend to cut 4 miso qiao la.went there to work also see him.then he working also ma.then i like so jing zhanghaha.but it gd..i gain another working experience.hahathen i wore szehui shirt.omg.like guy lar..so ah bung.then hor.my friend say ah gu pretty leomg.dunno she whr gt those mei li tt can attact so many ppls lor.hahathen we go eat bee hoon.then go her house stay loryups.going to study soondie la.i plan my schedule.seems like i lack of lots of times.yupshelp mi pls!!
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12:35 PM
Saturday, July 30, 2005;
yest din went hm.was at jie house.dun feel like going hm.cos mood wasnt gd.yups.i shldn't have gone down to the west yest.2 times summore..n both 4 nth.wasting my time onli.summore it hurt to go.it realli hurt.sighs.n todae.i din go training.argh!n i haven study.wad the fcuk la.duno lakill mitodae nt free to study at all.tml n mon.i gonna pia.bt wil i do it?can i do it?i dunno.-why everytime it jus onli a dream?why cant it cum true?-
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11:25 AM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005;
training todae was ok..but we stil find it nt v ok ba..cos we were still achin when we go training..we rnd 10 rnds of 2 courts..which mean 20 rnds..then do all the court stuffz alr lor..yups..end of training..3 sets of 15 pumping..15 sitsup ..15 squats.n another 1 duno call wad..yups..sat think dun wan go training also cannotcos coach say she respect those whu always tuen up 4 trainngs..yups..so i wil go ba..tt mean..sat..im nt free 4 study at all..so i left with tml..fri n sun..jiayou la..5 papers le.nt like last time alr..buck up pls!!
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10:59 PM
im at hm right now..suppose to study but in the end in msn chatting awaynon-stop summorehahatry hard to mug man..ltr evenin still gt training..b4 training still nid go central take spectyups..think after bloggin i wil go offline leto study mayups..jiayou k..i wan study hard!!-wo hao xiang ni wo-
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1:15 PM
cheer up everyone~dun wanna see u guys sad..realli..im affected..im sorry..reali duno hw to help..jus so useless n helpless..smiles everyone pls!!
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1:01 AM
Monday, July 25, 2005;
1st dae of study week.wad did i do..oh wells..slack at hm..fallen aslp while waitin 4 the 2 min to cum..then we continue slacking.then left hm 4 work..i din study todae at all wor!!sighs..hw..5 papers le..gt no times alr..n yet i slacking..lazy man..then msg with xy mei..miss her so much..hope to see her soon man..yups..tml gonna start studyin wor..bcos i wanna do well 3 my papers.yups.gdnite everyone~
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10:47 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005;
now at jie house..steamboat was ok..then we saw firework thereim so excited..like small kid yatml gonna study lor..hope i wil reali study n stop slacking alr..yupsohi feel fat sia..sad..take care everyone!!
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1:51 AM
Saturday, July 23, 2005;
oh..jus came back frm training n im going out again..going to find jie they all to study..but wonder i wil study antyupsthen at nite go haf steamboat..gathering..yeah~oh..training todae..sighs.yes..make everyone soo soo tired..n i was being punished 2 times..1 for lay uping wrong side..punishment-->pumping..then the other 1..play matches..lay up not bao wo..punishment-->4 quarter runoh.n i felt damn guilty 4 nt shootin in the free throw.then cannot haf break..sorry everyone!!wad we do todae..add up--> 5 rnds of 400m which make up to be 2000m!!then 150 squats(oops..duno hw to spell.)45 sit up..60 pumping30 inclined pull up.n another 1 is push up the log 1..of diff weights..5 sets of climbin up the studium benchesyups..then still run on courts alot..all the si zhe..sighsim so tired..now going down stairs also diff le.almost fellbut stilli'll jiayou~!jiayou NYP!!
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3:23 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005;
im nt in a v gd mood right nw.
sighs.
dunno y.
-it all becos of u-
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10:43 PM
everyone in sch but yet im at hm..yes..i pon sch again..oh..can sumone kill mi pls??i reali duno wad im doing..feel like killing myself..yups..todae can sae is last dae le..cos next wk study break..i still lazy to go..wad the fcuk am i doing man????argh!!kill mi kill mi!!i wan study hard de!!i wan pass all my papers de!!
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12:02 PM
Thursday, July 21, 2005;
jie!!i finally understand n know hw u felt alr!!totally understand..im sorry..whahaha..dunno wad im writing??ask mi!!take care..missya~
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10:52 PM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005;
woke up went to hke..to slack there n shoot shoot balls..thenat 4+ leave there to go sch 4 training..wow...the training was like..dunno hw to describe..all thx to those captain ball ppls ar..book the court then make us go to the track!!looking at the track terrified everyone lar.sighs..1stly..1 rnd warm up..yes..then the real thing start le..we CHIONG 2 rnd of 400mthen 2 rnd of 200mthen 2 rnd of 100mthen 2 rnd of 50madd up to be->1900m which include 400 slow run.n 1500m of chionging!!wow..every1 was like..going to dead lo.my left thigh..realli cannot take it alr..since last wksighs.hope it faster recover.think i gonna haf a gd rest tml.yups.oh ya..sumthing suay..my speac spoilt..wad the heck..no $ le still like tt..sad..gdnite every1.!
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10:45 PM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005;
so happy..classmates said my new shoes nice..oh..n i applied nail polish again.whahahayyest went to watch suprestar!!derrick so damn cute la.see him i wan melt lor.haha..but like the other 3 also.which is hegan,sebestian n leon.haha.they all rawks!n we rockz also!!wan see mi?then watch superstar tml night!!im sitting at supporting sebestian there.!!holding on a *wei qiang* green card board!!whahaha.im crazy.hope todae faster end.so that i can see u tml !!
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4:40 PM
-lucky it was jus a dream-oh..i cried inside my dream.till v jialat.bcos of .....n when i woke up after the dream.i found out that im crying also.tears jus flow out of my eyes.yups.it was so scary.i dun wan that to happen.wo bu yao !!but i noe.tis wil cum to an end 1 dae.
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4:26 PM
ah jie!!i miss u so much!! take care of urself alright?sorry wor..was busy recently..hehe..noe u r v stress recently.cos of all the exams.yups..study hard and jiayou kim always here!!smiles always..-hugs-see i so gd.a blog jus 4 u.hehe=p
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4:23 PM
Monday, July 18, 2005;
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11:18 PM
a new life.everything afresh.jiayou~
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12:11 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005;
i dun understand ui dunno wad u wanthings r getting more complicated n comfused.
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12:16 AM
Friday, July 15, 2005;
why others can slp so late n wake up early to attend sch?why others can work so hard?why others can do it but cant i?why i din attend sch again?cant i jus force myself up?jus bcos im tired n slpy,i dun wanna go?wad the heck im doing latold myself to study hard debut i din!sighsgoing to sch soon.n after sch still got to work.sighs.
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12:12 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005;
1st training todaeactually it was ok..but still..i feel tired..maybe it cos too long nv run..n i think tt wad we do todae it nt coach intention..but bcos of sum reasons..she gt no choice..n yups..she sue mi lor..altot it hurtful bt i think tt wil make mi feel more like doing it..so tt i wil jiayou more..yups..n yesh!!dunno y..after the training..reach hm..the feeling 2 qi dai her training came back..like wad i used to haf it during my sec sch dae..the urge came back..yesh!!but still..DETERMINATION n CONFIDENCE is wad i nid.jiayou ba~
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10:57 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005;
wad the heck..lesson finish at 1030pm..it damn late..all bcos everyone cant get wad nid to be done..every of tt lesson wil make mi stress up n pek chek..lols.but at least..i've tried..time to slpp..gdnite everyone!~
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11:36 PM
26 more mins..n the plan will start..everything gonna be afresh frm tt moment onwards..i wan to try my best..yet im scared..im realli scared..i can scared till i kept on thinkin..dunno y..hope everything wil be alright..hope i can take it..hope i can make it..jiayou ba!take away all my fears..all i wan is confidence,courage n determination..!!
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11:31 PM
Monday, July 11, 2005;
suddenly i listen to tis song.n tis sentence came across my mind again.-=[wo bu yao sheng ming zhong mei you ni]=-to the one n onli one.u shld noe whu bawhahamissunot sending u msg or cal u doesn't mean that i dun miss u.smiles.
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12:10 PM
im so bored nw.always dun feel like going sch also.duno yjus dun haf the mood to studyfeel like playing n slackin everydaeohcan sumone wake mi up??i say tt i wan work hard.so i must!i must reali built up my determination man!!sighs.in sch lab..shld self study.instead.im surfing net all over.ohwo hao xiang qu kan ni de match.but i cant.sorry.
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12:06 PM
oh.we finally fnish our last game yest..n we won hm united!!n we got thirdso happy..n wad shock is that..coach put mi down lor.when i was nt prepared at all..i tot n told myself will warm bench whole match alrso i din reali warm up..then when he ask mi go down.i was like..HUH?then go down without confidence.hai hao i score in 1 2 points.a passed by pinky.thx wor.haha.then gt to play in last quar againwow..tt 1..played like shit..duno wad im doing also.n i blame myself when oponents scoredlucky in the end wwe stil wonif nt im suregonna blame myself 4 tis.thx 4 the towel..n thx 4 gg down to watch..take care.
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10:32 AM
Friday, July 08, 2005;
sighspresentation starting now..n the file of my proj corrupted..hw??wad my grp going to do?die la die la..if todae cannot make it then die le..argh!!help mi!!!!!hope everything wil be fine!!
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1:26 PM
a dae.that fills mi with all the disappointment..n make mi feel like giving up..-cries-
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12:39 PM
Thursday, July 07, 2005;
in sch now.2 hrs break.cos no marketing lesson..then tonite playing with combine white.semi-finals..hope everything went well.hope we can make it..jiayou chong ghee.oh.im so tired..feel so much like slping..reali tired tired..i nid sum slp..!!but think after tml then i can reali haf a gd rest!!tml having presentation..but seems like my grp hasnt done anithin on the proj?always last min 1..then rush here n there..wonder hw r we going to present tml.hope it turn out smoothly also..i dun think i presenting rather answering questions by teacher..cos onli 1 suppose to present..sighs.wad if i cant ans?argh!!hope i can..HUA!!!JIAYOU!!JIAYOU IN EVERYTHING U DO!!
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10:29 AM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005;
In guangyang sch days..the basketball team..nid mi..depends on mi..i lead the team..i played 40 mins during match..im mature n responsible..i can be the 1st for climbin stairs..im excited 4 every training..im dote by coach n teachers..sch teachers think tt im great..dey r proud of mi..but..in chong ghee..i was put to sit on the bench 4 almost whole match..coach dun think tt im gd..even though i reali played my best..cos gt lots of better 1 then mi..i noe i haf to put in extra efforts..bt i din..n in nyp..nt any better either..maybe is cos i reali din try my best..n also..my stamina drop..i knew i gt to train v hard..i knew tt i gt to put in extra efforts..i knew i gt to haf confidence n determination..but i din..n now making mi full of fear..the fear tt always be in mi..i wanna do my best..but i scared i reali cant make it..i told myself tt others can do it..i can too..tt y i gt to show others..i wanna train hard..i wanna play well..can sumone jus help mi to overcome all tis fear??bcos i wanna be the past shaohua in gyss..
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11:10 PM
ohhaving lesson till 930 todaesighsim tired..was msgin with lekohi miss her.wei weidun cry lacry wun be nice alr.miss ya lots.
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4:29 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005;
im tired..reali tired..
wo zhen de lei le..
haven been studyin since sch start..
yest accidently cut my finger during work..
tml cant go n help out in sch selection..
cos i gt night class..
can onli go 4 like 10 mins?
wad the heck lo..
i feel like going..
but i cant..
hais..
3 more daez..
n it wil be our crucial match..
jiayou chong ghee.!!
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12:11 PM
Friday, July 01, 2005;
wo yao de dao di shi she men?wo zhi ji ye bu zi daoargh!!
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2:41 PM
im sorryrealli realli sorrypls take care yai dun mean itcos i care
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1:20 PM