Thursday, June 30, 2005;
y am i such a loner?i hate life like tis.
i wrote...
4:57 PM
sighswad the hell am i doing?nv go sch 4 the whole daejus bcos im tired?wad the hell!!noe attendance is impt yet i stil ponbut dunno ladun carenow im so borednth to dosighsn yest so many nightmaresso scaryi nid protectionlolsn hope tonite de match went welljiayou chong ghee!!
i wrote...
11:25 AM
Wednesday, June 29, 2005;
Im so so damn tired..oh..went to hke 4 bballthen rush back sch to help out 4 selectionbut ended up it was cancelcos was rainingsighshais.then dun feel like going sch tmldunno whyeverydaei jus got tt feeling.
i wrote...
10:18 PM
u make mi wake up so early!!!
i wrote...
10:04 AM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005;
shld i be happy or sad?oh .we won the game todaenono..shld be theycos im nt therewith the score of 29-49played with aljunied bluefelt happycos we gt into top 4?but was feeling so moody in classcos my heart was nt theren quiz i duno hw to doleave it blankn tml NYP start training lent reali trainingshld sae it selectionim excitedbut im full with feari scared tt i cant take ithope i cani reali wan to play welli wil try my bestwhen i hear ur voice.it make mi smiles.=p
i wrote...
10:47 PM
i miss u.but i chose to love n care 4 u in silence.
i wrote...
2:17 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005;
i duno y.but im feeling lost right now.reali losti hate the feelingi hate to think.i hate everything!u r the reason 4 everythinbut i noe u wun understand the way i feel.
i wrote...
9:56 PM
was out with lek they all whole daepei themtill 140am then i gt hmmood was great at 1sttill eveining time then it turn suxn i din went sch this morningnow stil at hmltr then goonce again.u make mi tears.lek asked mi to cheer upshe say tis to mi->when u smiles.the world open upshe n the other like to c mi smilesi felt betapei them go marina eatthen go esplandethe place whr im always sadcos the atmosphere is so gdthen we headed to geylangto see positudesomgim so shockmy 1st time therethen headed hm cos im so tiredthey going back to tailand todaebut i cant sent them offso sadcos i gt to go schwanted to pon whole dae then sent them offbut candy dun allowso i haf to guai guai go sch loryeps..actually.i shld be happicos i gt them to accompany mi the whole dae yestthx everyone..
i wrote...
12:22 PM
Friday, June 24, 2005;
whahahaim crazyim so happy nowbecos my com ok leyeah yeahwun be bored at hm animorewhahahahacrazy gal again.i miss u
i wrote...
6:27 PM
at the playgroundjus u n mithe feeling is so greataltot the time is shortbut it make mi happy jus being with ujus the 2 of us
i wrote...
9:25 AM
i dunno y.but i miss u so much.wan us to be back wad we ru r the most impt 1 in mino1 can replace ueven if i dun msgi dun callit does nt mean i dun careis i care n love u in silenceas i say b4i wil nv leave u no matter wad decos i love u too much alr.take care
i wrote...
9:19 AM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005;
im too tired
too tired to think
too tired to do anithing
i wrote...
5:45 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005;
i Dun wan jus memoriesi dun wan to lose ui cant affort to lose uu noe that i nid uu say i make u crybut u make mi cry toothe msges i receieve make mi so sadi cant live without um life without u wil be gdtust micos u r the most impt 1 to mino matter wadi wil stil be therewhether u deserve it or noti wil stil care n love u debe by ur side also.after so long.yest is the 1st time i cried againall becos of u
i wrote...
12:42 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005;
im sad.cos i played so badly.
cries.
i miss u
i wrote...
4:20 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005; wao kaoz.~ so er xin`
wao kao..icant stand it alr lar...so damn er xin lar!!!!i mean the water inside my sch toilet..it like..it nt clean waterit sum drty waterthen i use it to wash my handn wad..my mouth also!!!eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeargh!!!lucky i nv su kou lorif not.it wil be like..yucks..sux man.arghdun wan say lei jus cant stand itfreaking er xin wateri wan to complain!!!!!!!!!!orh..im stil inside the com laby..y the things u have said dun match with ur words?im sadfeel touch by wad u have saidbut yet feel cheated alsocos too many tell mi thingsthx arin mt impt at all
i wrote...
1:34 PM
yeah..yest was our 1st match.we won ling yun with the score of 61-27.happy that we won but..it wasnt the standard of us i think..we played like shit too..esp mi..no energy..make myself so tired..hais..wad the heck lo..no stamina lor..ya..then todae playing with amazons at toa payoh west cc..tired la..gt sch still 5pm..now in sch blogging lor cos my house com cannot sue..damn sad lar..irritating summore..haha..
erm erm..can u pls cheer up?
i noe u r greatly affected.
i noe u r sad
i noe u r unhappy
i noe tt u r hurt
but u told mi u happy
wad for?
wad for keep it frm mi?
whu am i to u nw?
why didnt u tell mi everything
do u noe i wil think?
dun u noe i wan to share the pain with u
do u noe hw much i care 4 u
n seeing u hurt n sad wil onli make mi affected too
everydae i had been worring 4 u
waiting 4 u to msg mi
but u din
even when i msg u
u din reply
y
i dun like tt feeling
i noe im being selfish
but im sorry
becos u jus mean so much to mi
take care
i wil love ya always
i wrote...
10:40 AM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005;
shld i or shld i not?i dunnobut i jus feel weird.feeling confusedmaybe things shld remain as it isfeeling sick .take care everyone.
i wrote...
4:42 PM
sorry for everythingi noe u dun feel happy altot u seem to bei dunno yjus feel sorry after readingdui bu qii have nt been my bestsorry for being so sensitivesorry 4 nt stand in ur shoe.take care yahugs
i wrote...
4:06 PM
Monday, June 06, 2005;
i miss u
felt neasy 1 dae without msgin u
tt y call u
u injured n yet i dunno
oops
im sorry
pls do take care
shld i go ltr?
i doubt so
altot i miss u n wanted to c u
hugs.
always be by ur side
i wrote...
12:32 PM