long time din blog..coz cant blog.i also dunno y..after reading ur blog..i felt so sad lar..u always say tt there is no 1 there 4 u when there r so many..esp mi ..i wan to be the 1 by ur side..i wan to be the 1 to be there 4 u always..i wan to care 4 u..i wan to take care of u..i dun wanna lose u..say b4 tt wo hui yong yuan zai ni shen bian..mean i will ya..this few daez been thinking alot..dunno wad i myself wan..dunno how to control myself..haiz..ur every action always affect mi lar..yahz..just wanna tell u..no matter wad..even if that is the end of the world..i will always be there 4 u..i promise..nv will i break this promise..yup..u take care..waiting 4 ur msg but dun think u will reply..love u lots..missing u right now..smile ~

Just after work nt long ya..yepz..ha..heard tt u guys will tonning at sentosa tonite la..sad tt i cant go coz tml working lor..yahz..haiz..but nvm la..hope they enjoy n have fun ya..erm..act nth much to post la..coz i got lots of thingz think unsay will be better..haha..so that everyone will be happy..yahz..hope we all start to have all the fun again ya? just the way like before..is unforgetable mehz..hope this grp of friendz stay together as long as we could..strengten our bonds n relationship ya..just the cute grp of friendz i have..haha..realli miss u all le..faster meet out k?ya..christmas on a sat which i cant meet u all..so was like asking..can u all go out on the eve?? so that i can go? pls..haha..consider wor...n pass ard if anyone of u read it..coz i wan to have fun ya..yepztake care wor..my *FamIly* ..MuacK..

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and mile
sAnd wound up at your door
I've had you so many times
but somehowI want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smil
eAsk her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

no comment 4 u all..dunno wad to say..maybe i shlb let go..u all just make mi think n make mi sad..felt like crying everything this type of thingz happen.u all may did nth wrong but....k..it mi..just this sucker mi..hate my life..

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like
to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s likeWhat it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kickedWhen you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kickedWhen you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

sianz ar..tml..wed n thur got paper n i have yet to study..think now i die 4 sure..so todae gonna stay at hm n pia man..but dunno i have the determination anot le..yahz..hope i will pass ba..yahz..pray ya..then after yest conversation with qian..i think alot..she is the one whu always telling mi cant be the way i am now..i have to change..if i continue this way..no gd 4 mi lor..yahz..but all this nid times..i will clear my feeling..noe wad i wan to be..noe wad i wan frm u..erm..i dunno la..it like now..everything changes..everyone felt tt sumthing is missing frm them..but y is it so? n y cant we all have a gd times together like wad we used to have b4?y happiness always last 4 a period of times?? y cant it stay long?? i dunno y but i realli hope u will treasure mi as much as i do..im seriously tired of everything la..just wan everyone of us to be happy..but 4 mi..think im difficult as im so emotional n tt i will jealous when i see u n her..lolz.nvm..jia you everyone..hope we will nv get apart..n to chong ghee ..well done everyone 4 getting 2nd..keep it up !!