Wednesday, September 29, 2004; haix..
hauiz..now haiving con lesson again..blog here coz im house com spoilt le..so sad..then thinking of wan to share $ with bro to buy a new com anot le..haiz..damn sad lo..then everydae have been missing u..yest sad again coz of sum prob..i already told u le..haiz..hope everything will be fine..n u will tok to mi lor..i dun wanna stay in sadness again..sorry 4 everything..i say i wun do it again mean i wun ok??hope u tok to mi n sms mi..yahz..haiz..then act todae maybe wan go meet u all de ciz i realli miss u all..but think suan le..n u ar..i noe ur sms bill ex but i just miss ur msg..hope u will reply mi lar..haiz..k? take care ba..wun be blogging much...u better dun injured while playing ok? miss u lots..
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3:11 AM
Saturday, September 25, 2004; iM tHinKinG oF yOu
haiz..msg u so many times but u din reply..call u u also nv pick up or return my call..do u noe tt i realli miss u? miss ur msg..u must take care wor..n by reading gf blog..can see tt she is having great time with her judo friendz..sumtime wondering shld i regret nt joining judo..if i do..i can spend more time with her..but i din..aiya..dunno...i miss her 2..miss her voice..her msg..hope to see her veri soon..
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1:10 PM
having elearning now..er..then went to read all of ur blog..most of it is jh de..coz onli she update ma..er..aiya..i dunno wad to say..we r so close..becoz we r sis..n we did nt gu yi behave imitatly in front of u..i realli dunno how to explain to u n i dun wan to ..by reading my blog..u also noe that i nid her alot..i cant lose her ..bcoz i love her..as my jie..i noe u knew it too..but i dunno y u thinking tt way..n i hope u dun think so much ..making so much guesses which u dunno if they were correct or nt..this will make u mad n make u more sad right?aiya..i dunno abt u ..i gt no position to say u coz im like tt too..i realli dunno..
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3:22 AM
Friday, September 24, 2004; What realli inside my heart?
just came back nt long frm bball..went to cg court play bball with pink.gh.jh.cockroach.a gal name yiling n jie lo.ya.quite moody at a point of time coz they play a while nia..then was thinking wad the point 4 mi cuming down??i felt tt way coz i dunno when i can see u guys again..i wan to stay longer with u guys..but..haiz..i also dunno..but after a while i ok le..went central with them lor..pei them in order to spent more time with them..then tok to YOU 4 a while..quite happy..i told u tt i gt a special feeling 4 u..i love u alot alot..as my jie..haha..dun think so much..i nid u..i wan u..i wan u to be by mi side..i treasure u..yahz..noe u these few daez veri fan le..sad to see u like this..er..promise mi when u feel sad or lonely..tell mi..so tt i can share ur sadness with u..n of coz..happy can share with mi too..=p i sad of coz also will tell u de..coz i care n i wan u..i dun wan to lose u ok? er..stay cheerful always..dun so stress ar..n take care of urself..dun injured during match or training..i cant be there 4 u..but my soul will..(0_0')
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2:46 PM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004; hAvIng lEsson noW..
haha..i now having lesson lor..autocad..sianz le..so difficult..lolx..i veri slow..cammot catch up..haha..then this morning i pon all lesson..coz veri tired...then wan to slp..lolx..then nv mark attentance le..er..then i read all of ur blog liao..can see tt u all having a great time..but too bad i cant have those fun with u all..nvm..u all enjoy n take care wor..anithing must camm mi out ok? dun PS mi k? miss all of u..esp jie..airen ..n the rest lar..er..must msg mi wor..=p
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4:28 AM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004; HappY + SaD..
gt back 2 of my common tests paper todae..i sad coz i fail my math..got 40+ ..haiz..then the other 1 still nt so bad..gt a C..tok to jie on phone 4 a while..quite happy lar..coz can hear her voice..haha..lolx.msg with gf jia ling also..n haixin laogong also..haha.yest gf called to say sorry ..er..the rest dun say liao la..i noe can liao..then wad i veri surprise is that SHE msg mi lor..so damn happy..like gonna fly man..haha..yahz..thx ya..hehe..scared le..result like this..i must pass !! dun care..lolx..yahz..n must continue with my plan coz like slacking liao..haha..lolx..jie ..miss u miss u ..miss the rest too..realli..wonder when then i can see u guys?? lolx..hope it will be soon..n jia you 4 lan zhong ok?? take care everyone..dun injured..
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11:25 AM
Monday, September 20, 2004; HapPy BiRthdAe tO mYselF..haha
er..just came back nt long le..todae my bdae..so happy..er..went to seoul gardwn with jie..jiefu..zhinu..mei n nan yong..yahz..i noe u guys pay 4 mi..thx..sorry to make u all broke..yahz..er..received a puzzle frm u guys..hard on u all le..yahz.thx..realli thx..act i noe the 1st 1 nt meant it 4 mi..but i pretend dunno..then kinda no mood..yehz..receive berm frm gwen..it nice..i like it..jersey frm vanz budz..present frm cockroach..n cake frm jiayi..thx ya..like all the presents alot..yahz..then went to watch match lo..in the end so many no mood..make mi so ...haiz..esp u..wan to cry then dun dare..i walk to u u walk off..damn sad..haiz..but in the end still cried in front of mi..i be ur everything can? dun nid be strong in front of mi..i will sad when u sad de..n at 1st quite sad coz airen like dun realli care mi..thingz like so diff frm last time..haiz..then make mi think alot..but in the end ok le..ya..u wish mi happy bdae too..after u go..u told mi tt u forget u see u calling mi airen again..im so happy lor..yahz..hope everythingz so on well 4 mi..it ok tt u forget..rem u owes mi 17 kisses wor.lolx..forget n u will die..lolx..tml maybe going to get my jacket..yahz..er..jie ar..i wan to tell u ..i will forever be there 4 u de ..i will nv leave u..todae might be the last time seeing u guys..n yet i see u cried..i will nv forget..free pls sms mi n look 4 mi..coz i gonna miss u guys lots..haiz..think of it kinda sad..nvm ba..take care everyone..miss everyone of u !! =p
-=[ thx everyone 4 todae..im happy..take care all of u..study hard n play hard..nv forget u guys.. ]=-
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2:49 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004; TiRed + ExCitEd..
tired tired tired..just came back frm work..morning till night le..11 hrs le..stand till legz also wan to die liao..haiz..er..i tml nt working..coz my bdae ma !! haha..then i veri happy n excited lor..coz we going to seoul garden..yahz..they say it free 4 bdae gal le..hope so..if nt i dun wan eat liao..haha..er..then think after tt going to watch match liao lor..haha..lolx..yah..er..i wondering..does airen rem tt it my bdae?? i sumhow think tt she forget abt it..n does qian noe?does my gf jia ling still rem also??n will i get another *happy bdae * frm her? lolx..i dun think so lor..nvm lar..yahz..realli hope tml i will be happy ..nt to be sad n moody ..yahz..k lar..stop here..going to zzz veri soon..yahz..going to wear mummy n kor bought mi de shirt..sooooo nice!! haa
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1:51 PM
Saturday, September 18, 2004; misSinG yOu ..
so board..now sitting in front of com stoning..wonder wad r u all doing..having fun?every1 enjoying?? just finish reading jh blog..saying tt she tonning tonight..so i assume tt u all tonning together..i think alot again but it my fault..so i will be ok..coz i gt to work tml..i cant be with u all..i cant ton with u all..i cant play with u all..read ur blog too..i wonder why r thingz hiding inside u?y u dun wan say it out to mi n let mi share it with u..u say tt im the one..n i wan to be the one..i wan to share ur sadness n happiness with u..i dun wan inside ur heart so sad but u act so normal..dun u feel xin ku at all?? i can lend u my shoulder too even though i noe alot of ppls willing to lend u..yahz..i dunno ..dunno wad shld i say..dunno wad shld i do..i msg u these few daez but seem no reply..it ok..i understand.. i said wad i wan to say to u can le..i wan u to take care of urself..yahz..promise mi k..i will be the ONE..yahz..erm..todae receive 2 presents..1 frm my classmates(a shirt)..i like it alot..thx peeps..the other frm HER..sumthing which i nv receive b4..which is a neglect..n also thingz which u bought frm mi when u went 4 a trip last time..n of coz..a letter frm u..i din get all these frm her personally..coz she said tt i say dun wish to see her..dun wan see anibody..so she *chen* when im in sch then she bring it to my house..asked my mum to pass it to mi..when my mun called just now saying sumone call..i guess it must be her..my mum think so too..yahz..im so sorry..1st time gt ppls like tt treat mi..treasure mi so much which i dun appreciate..yahz..i sumtime also dunno y..dunno y i dun appreciate u..dunno y i dun treasure u..maybe wad u say is correct..now youngsters dun treasure wad they have..yahz..u say tt i can dun care abt u..dun tok to u n stuffz but cannot dun let u dun care abt mi..u can..just pls..dun nid so much de..yahz..dun say le..thx aniway..yepz..=p..todae i went to jio sumone..haha..u noe whu u r if u read this..er..but it jk de lar..haha..u say nt u dun wan but it tt u r straight..haha..kaoz..can turn de lar..mean if u r crook u will accept mi?? haha..but i think b4 u accept mi u will accept her 1st lar hor..haha..lolx..kaoz..say liao ma..u be bung i be p..whaha..k la..dun think too much..take care..i miss u guys !! hope to hear frm u soon..y always i msging u all..cant u all msg mi n tok to mi?? im tired...
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1:21 PM
Friday, September 17, 2004; GoNna mIss yOu GuYz..
tired tired tired..just came back frm work nt long..it my 1st dae..haha..working as a sales assistant..act just helping out todae..but then think now every sat n sun going to work le..then my mama ask mi nt to work on sun coz it is my bdae..i shld have enjoy it rather then work..so i nt going lor..yahz..i working every sat n sun..mean tt i going to leave u guys..going to drift apart frm u all..im so sad..i wonder if this goes on..when then i can see u guys? im realli sad lar..sure gonna think of u guys whenever i work de..i wan play bball with u guys..shop with u guys..haiz..i wonder how long i can work?maybe veri long? maybe onli a few weekz?? if i work it veri veri long..thinking tt i might drop bball too..coz i cant go training..yahz..i dunno..see how..but dun think i will drop lo..coz i still wan to play 4 chong ghee 1 more year..yahz..just now tok to u on phone..i was veri happy..realli happy..yahz..i dunno y..just wanna u to take care of urself whenever im nt ard..n dun injured n be like a cow/bull whenever u play bball..n last of all..jia you everyone in lan zhong..my spirit will forever be there supporting u all...go chong ghee !!!
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2:18 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004; QuiTe hAppy TodaE..
quite happy todae bcoz of certain thingz lor..er..autocad teacher said i did nt bad 4 my test lor..then think i pass lar..but gt peep abit le..so nt realli shld get wad i have gt ba..yahz..then after sch go aljunied find cindy lor..she ask mi go find her coz take money frm her ma..then reach the court no 1 there then called her lor..she din pick up then use her house phone to call mi back..ask mi go her house downstair..yahz..then i waited 4 her 4 abt 25 mins le..so sianz ..haha..but nvm lar.zhi de deng..lolx..then she song mi to bishan mrt lo coz she meeting sumone to eat there lor..yahz..then in the car we tok tok tok..ya..she asked mi y i dark liao? ha..so sad le..lolx..then b4 i gt off..she asked mi must pay my bill..yahz..er..then just now while bathing..thinking tt i mostly wun be able to play 4 IVP next year ..coz nt up to standard..summore no stamina..nv give coach a gd impression..yahz..then kinda sad lar..haiz..nvm lar..try my best ba..yepz..i frm tml onward..gt to start my plan liao..my plan with diana..haha..hope i realli have the determination to do so lor..yahz..jia you !! being so stress le..gt so many thingz to do..3 more report n 2 project..think this time i die liao..n gt 2 presentation..sux man..head it..sure look sucky in wad im wearing de..cant imagine lor..haha..hopefully it will be nice ..haha..ah jie ar ..i miss u le..but u dun seem to be like missing mi?? lolx..
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11:45 AM
Tuesday, September 14, 2004; FinAllY iM BacK !!
few daez nv post here coz i nt at hm mar..said b4 le..yahz..went to zl house lor..1st dae veri happy..coz we played alot..n i hug u slp..n it like so shuang lor..yahz..almost kiss u a few times..lucky we both look away at a veri fast speed..if nt i realli kiss u liao wor..haha..then 2nd dae..u said u wan slp with ur LG..dun wan mi..so i nv slp with u lor..summore i mood swing..n think u already noe y liao ba..yahz..i dunno lar..getting lesser b lesser sms frm u dayz by daez..n im realli jealous lar..haiz..nvm..went to watch spore vs malaysia match..veri excited..summore saw cindy..then like going to melt..(same as vanz)..haha..thenw ent to tok to her 4 a while..yahz..spore gt 1st..so happy lar..yehz..n cant forget tt malaysia trophy broken lor..laugh till i peng..haha..yahz..then yest went to watch cindy match lor..yahz..hehe..haiz..todae sad lar..coz gt back 1 of my test..gt a D..damn bloody sad lar..think i got to work veri hard 4 my final year exam lor..yaya..n hope the other 2 tests plus autocad i pass ba..n of coz eg1211 score well..yahz..aiya..i have been missing u lo..y u like bo chap mi de?? haiz..maybe u dunno im toking abt u lar but it u whu is reading this lor..haha..k lar..till here..lazy to blog liao..
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1:41 PM
Saturday, September 11, 2004; iM soRry..
im sorry tt im giving u a cold shoulder..i just dun feel like toking to u..just dun wan see u..i dunno y..noe u treated mi well n want mi..u wan my sms everydae..but im sorry..nt everydae i will sms u..coz i dun feel like..i've nth to say but just ..im sorry ..maybe thingz will get better??
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3:40 AM
Friday, September 10, 2004; dO i ReaLLi lOok lIke Boy??
went to cg training just now..then play a few matches with those guys there lo..er..at 1st play till quite pek chek lar..then i go beat gh lor..then her hand gt my finger print..so sorry..dun mean it lar..i was realli piss off..yahz..then after t..asked them my hair look boy mar? then jie n gh say yes..then i veri sad lor..coz classmates all tt say more gal then they say more boi..n i change hairstyle coz i wan be more gal de le..not boi lor..sad ..but nvm lar..i like it can liao..haha..ya..then tml n sat night nt cuming go hm ba..think go zl house..but maybe i mood swing then cum hm again..see how ba..yahz..tired le..erm..if 1 dae ..i realli like u..wad will u do? realli go crazy?? haha..lolx..
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2:22 PM
sorry..i din care abt ur feeling..after wad jh told mi..think tt im realli impt to u..sorry 4 everything..i too zai yi u too much tt y i becum like tt ..if i dun..i wun care..sorry ..it all bcoz i nid u..
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5:05 AM
sorry but i have been thinking alot lor..wonder everything u said to mi izzit true..if it is..y is like i duno feel tt im the one..just feeling tt im still a outsider ba..dunno..i already noe where r u now..hope u enjoy..ltr can see u guys lar..hope i wun mood swing lor..haiz..now trying to do my hw ..then still gt alot of clothes 4 mi to iron..see liao also sianz..dunno lar..dun feel like doing anithing.wan to lie on the bed but thenc ant coz i have too much thingz undone..n sch starting soon..yahz..dunno lar..email gf also nv reply..thingz realli change..everyone..it's not the same like before..suan le..tt life..
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4:17 AM
Thursday, September 09, 2004; haix..
u din reply mi twice liao...sad man..
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1:27 PM
FucK fUck Fuck..FucKinG BloG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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9:41 AM
fuck up lar..already so pek chek liao then still like tt..i write so long le then whole thingz gone..kaoz..now got to write again..was saying tt i finish my last paper todae..it's much better then the math paper..yahz..then my paper supposed to finish at 10..but i 9+ cum out liao..then waited 4 the rest to cum out..then i insisted to go FJ bcoz i can see my gf mar as todae is wed..then every wed hre break at 10 de..then went there cant find her..then i find a seat liao i called her to ask where is she..then she say she on her way to FJ then i veri happy coz i can see her mar..the moment i hang up the phone..saw her steppin into FJ..she saw mi too so wave at mi..then i wave back..then trying to see where she is sitted so tt i can see her mar..but i cant see coz it like so far away lor..then i force myself to go buy food so that i can see where she is sitting ..then on my way to buy food.i saw her buying food..then she like bu li wo le..so i try to go poke her..yahz..then after she bought her food..she just walk away after saying nice hair cut..then i was like saying u always ignore mi de..then felt veri sad lor ..haiz..while iwas eating n chatting with my friendz..keep on aiming at her lor..haiz..then help friendz buy drink also coz of her ..coz she is sitting near the drink stall mar..haiz..sms her to ask id i look like a bung..she say no..then i reply her she din reply liao..sad man..haiz..dunno y i always hen xiang jian dao ta le..then yest something happen between mi n mei nu lar..she asked mi if she will to look 4 mi wad i will do..then i told her i dun wish her to cum find mi coz i dun wish to see ani1..but actual fact is dun wan see her..i realli dunno y lar..but it the feeling tt make mi dun wan see her..last time treasure n wans her so much but now..all the feeling gone le..yah.think jie they all now playing bball at tamp ba..she din msg mi..ha..nvm..i choose nt to go de..hope they enjoy lor..yahz..enuff lar..no mood liao..yahz.went to k box todae..at 1st hyper but after a while nt le..dunno y too..dunno when i can see u all again but hope it be soon ..
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9:17 AM
haha..yeah..common tests finally over le..todae paper much better then math paper..but hor..think i get the wrong ans..nvm la..working also got marks de..haha..erm..after my paper..i insisted to go FJ..coz todae is wed..then every wed i got change to see my gf mar..got her break same as mi.then todae my paper end at 10(but i came out earlier) then i wish to see her so wanted to go FJ lo..when i reach FJ..i cant see her..then find a seat liao n then call her..ask where is she..she told mi tt she on her way to FJ..then i veri happy lo..coz i can see her mar..after i hang up..saw her n her friends walking into FJ..she saw mi to..so said allo to mi..i mean wave..then i happy lor..see where she sit n stuffz..but cant see coz too far..then force myself to go buy food so tt i can see her..then on my way to buy food..i saw her lor..then she is like bu li mi de..then i try to poke her n she shan lor..then after tt she buy liao just walk away after saying *nice hair cut*..haix..i want to tok to her more de but then she like dun care mi le..so sad le..once week can see once or twice nia..then see each other also nv tok much..just da zhao hu onli..when i was eating n toking with my friendz..keep on wan to look at her lo..but then ..haiz..buy drink 4 friendz also coz of her coz she is sitting near the drink stall mar..also dunno y i so zai yi her le..yahz..hope to see her always lo..sumtime sms her she nv reply i will sad lor..haix..yahz..then yest something happen between mi n mei nu lar..she asked mi if she will to cum n look 4 mi wad will i do..then i told her i dun wish to cum n look 4 mi coz i dun wish to see ani1..but actually is onli her..i dunno y..just the feeling tt make mi dun wan to see her..then she reply back saying tt im not the shaohua tt she once noe lor..yahz..i dunno y i treat her tt way too..giving her a cold shoulder ..used to be sumone tt u treasure n wan alot but now..i dun wan le..dunno y..she just msg mi..haven reply her..dunno wad to reply..sianz..tml morning airen give mi morning call..happy ..but din get to hear her voice ..nvm..er..think now jie they all playing bball at tamp also ba..miss them so much..she din msg mi..erm...nvm..is i myself dun wan go de..hope they enjoy ba..dunno when then i can see them again..
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8:27 AM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004; hAhA..cUt mY hAir ..
haha..just came back frm cutting my hair..er..die la..tml test..told myself wan do well but yet i haven even study le..onli left a few hrs 4 mi to study nia..how? i still slacking right in front of this com..haiz..dead lar..haha..done a stupid thingz tt make her think so much again..haiz..all mi fault..nvm..she will be ok de..yahz..till here..study liao ~~~~ btw..my bro bdae todae..HAppY bDAe woR ..altot he wun read de..haha...
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9:31 AM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004; GoNnA FluNk mY pApEr !!
just came back frm sch..dead la..think i gonna flunk my math paper todae..dunno how to do..ard 25 marks fly away liao le..some more those tt i do think some also incorrect de..how? wanna do well de but think everything gone le lar..haiz..must study real hard 4 end of sem paper liao.if nt ltr fail then repeat then i die ar..i cant repeat so i must work hard..wed gt another paper..hope i can do..haven study..trying to understand..yahz..dunno la..pray hard 4 myself tt i wun fail..yahz..u guys whu is reading must pray 4 mi 2 k? yahz..
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12:00 PM
Monday, September 06, 2004; TmL eXaM le !!
just came back frm bball frm ytcc..din realli play lor ..coz suddenly nt feeling well..then at abt 2+ went to yew tee food court to eat n chat till abt 5 then went hm lor..dead lar..tml exam lo n yet i now still slacking le..ltr realli must pia liao..haha..yahz..realli hope i can pass both of the paper la..then i can go play le..cannot cannot..still got project..haha..no time..must realli buck up..er..think i write till here coz realli nid to study..yahz..will be back asap !
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9:49 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2004; mOod SwIngz !!
now at ah gu house again..hha..like having chalet sia..dun nid go hm de..haha..erm..todae went to work lor..not bad lar..quite fun also lor..but i so suay..kanna flour all over bcoz of how the participian played the game..so violent..haha..erm..then after tt we got some gift frm them..got bag also..haha..gd right..n we got free ride till kahtic mrt..dunno how to spell..yahz..then after tt supposed to go novena with the rest..but dunno y..sudden mood swing ..feel like crying ..then went hm with my bro..then bro keep asking y i having a black face..haiz..then on my way hm keep thinking of them..then decided to look 4 them again..so went hm bath n then came out to meet them..papa fetch mi to novena tt y i so fast reach lor..see..i cannot live without u guys..haiz..noe tt i have change but i dunno y it turned out to be like tt ..i dun wan to..but no chocie..yahz..then went there eat then saw my lao gong..but she kinda dao to mi lor..haha..nvm..then trying to flirt with amy sister....but she asked mi dun firt with her..haha..nvm..sometime realli wan to be alone..dunno y..now online trying to chat with GF..but she din reply mi..nvm ba..i used to it..tml morning going ytcc play bball..but dun even noe i will play anot coz i wan to study..mon exam le n yet i slacking..damn scared..hope i can do it..yahz..dunno wad got into mi..haiz..can something turn mi abck to wad i used to be? but nt tt gd also..coz i veri sad coz of sumone..haha..nvm..tml my bro going OBS..althought i din say anithing to him..but hope he enjoy n take care of himself..yahz..
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2:20 PM
Saturday, September 04, 2004; After GAthering !
er..tired..now at ah gu house..but i felt so sianz suddenly.. wan to be alone..dunno why..haiz..erm..the gathering ar..think i go to waste $ onli lor..ate abit onli lor..yahz..then some of the guys reali changes lar..esp their hair..veri nice..like aaron ah pa..green sia..haha..then bee bee n jasmine also change le..bcum beautiful le..the rest i think still same same lor..yahz..mi? also the same..haiz..sad man..we gather actually onli 4 like onli 1 hrs +? haiz..veri short right..then after tt i went off we ah gu they all..coz they went there 4 steamboat also..yahz..then now end up at her house..tml morning going pasir ris work lor..now she n Gh is play till so happily while i online chatting..yah..just dun feel like opening my mouth ..dunno y lor..mood swing..haiz..haha..lolx..nvm..n i think i will think of alot thingz..dunno y ..hha..yahz,,just now at marina i like bcum so motherly le..keep on feeding the others food lor..haha..yahz..erm..dun feel like blogging liao..no mood..other dae ba..maybe i shld'nt be here at all....
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2:29 PM
erm..veri sianz..now at hm ..trying to do my math but then stuck at my com..then kc keep calling n calling coz she said tt she veri sianz ..asked mi pei her go arcade but think i nt going coz like gonna rain liao le..ltr also dunno how am i going out sia..yahz..going 4 class gathering.haha..quite happy lar coz can see all my ex-classmates.so long din see them liao..yahz..n yest i chat with cindy coach..then i told her i not going down to coach gyss animore unless they nid mi then asked them to contact mi lor..yahz..kinda sad lar..but seriously..i also veri tired of it lar..dunno y lor..yepz..miss my ah jie..my lao gong..jiefu ..zhi-nu ..airen..gf..di n mei..go tailand then din tell mi until i read ur blog..haiz..nvm..hope u enjoy n take care of urself..yepz..i tonite nt cuming hm ba..tml going pasir ris work..brother going also..hope we all enjoy n pray 4 the weather man.yahz..take care everyone..miss everyone..
-=[ everything changes..including myself..but i still hope i stay in ur heart ]=-
i wrote...
4:19 AM
Friday, September 03, 2004; shlb i be happy or sad?
haiz..the way u msg mi is like so different frm last time..- thanks 4 ur concern? - er..sounded quite..dunno how to say lar..hope i still ur airen..u said b4 im the best airen..i hope i always do..yahz..pls dun forget mi n pls treat mi the way u used to treat mi can? missing u ..
i wrote...
10:48 AM
im very happy now..coz i receive msg frm HER..im realli so happy lor..she asked mi abt my studies..i asked her abt her..i dunno..feel so happy when i receive just a msg frm her..hope everything get better 4 mi ba..n tml her prelim start le..hope she do well..i pray 4 u..miss u lots airen..seriously miss u..yest just said i miss u nia..yahz..missing u bits by bits everydae..hope to receieve another msg soon..ya..i kanna fake go gyss sia..no trainin todae n yet coach nv tell mi..waste my trip there ..haiz.but nvm..tt msg lighten up my dae..yahz..always by ur side !!
i wrote...
8:51 AM
Thursday, September 02, 2004; -=[ a WonderFul daE ]=-
todae veri happy..veri funn..went sp to find jie ,sister amy n jiefu..then we went eat in sp..then went bball court to find hai xin my lao gong..then after tt becca n cockroach came also.then we went clementi to study..haha..veri fun lar..todae realli veri happy..i damn lame..esp at coffee shop..haha..dunno how to say le..damn happy lar..haha..keep on laughing..dunno how to say lar..just a happy dae 4 mi..how i wish i everydae also can like tt ..haha..
i wrote...
2:37 PM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004; After ReAdinD uR bLog..
Im so touch..im so sad..im so sorry..i feel like crying..after reading ur blog again n again.n everytime i online i will go read it..i feel like crying..just wanna tell u im sorry..now i finally realised tt im so impt to u..u dun wish to lose mi n i also dun wanna lose u..i asked to to stay with mi ..nt to leave mi..i dun wan to be alone..n u said tt u wun leave mi alone..u'll always by my side..i hope u rem wad u said..but eventually after reading ur blog..i noe tt u lied to mi..but i dun blame u at all coz it's just a white lie..u dun wan mi to be more sad tt y u said tt..but pls..dun ever lie to mi again k?yahz..yest 1st time reading ur blog..i cant slp..whole night n todae whole morning i have been thinking of u..yest think of u then msg u -im thinking of u wo you ni zhen hao- n todae morning i msg u again to tell u tt i kept thinking of u..but both times ..u din reply..i dunno y..but it ok ba..n im veri sorry during sunday la k?dunno tt u so zaiyi but wad we say..realli sorry..but i also veri zai yi by wad u say n ur action de lor..n seriously tt dae i veri piss off when u all keep saying mi n ur cousin lar..make mi no mood..but nvm la..wad over is over..now wad i hope is tt we can spent every min every sec happily when we see each others..but i scared i cant again.but if im realli like tt ..then sorry..haiz..i realli hope to be with u de coz realli veri happy to be with u but dunno y i also look so sad..hope u understand k? yahz..wish to company u yest de but gt so many reasons so i din..next time k? i dunno when i can see u again? maybe tml? may onli on sat? i realli dunno..just hope to see u soon..no matter where u go..take care of urself..!anithing must tell mi k? im always here 4 u..no matter how lost u r..u can still find mi de..
-=[ wo hui yi bei zhi zai ni sheng bien de ]=-
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3:01 AM